Clare Avery: A Story of the Spanish ArmadaHolt, Emily Sarah
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Clare Avery: A Story of the Spanish Armada
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Tudors, 1485-1603 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"The maid's father, and he that should have been her husband, were taken
in one day. When those two years were run out, her father lay hidden
away, having 'scaped from prison, until he might safely be holpen out of
the country over seas: and the young man was a captive in Exeter Castle,
and in daily expectation of death."
"Good lack!"
"And two years thereafter, the young man was had away from Exeter unto
Woburn, and there set in the dread prison called Little Ease, shaped
like to a funnel, wherein a man might neither stand, nor sit, nor lie,
nor kneel."
"O Mistress Tremayne! Heard any ever the like! And what came of the
maiden, poor soul?"
The needlework in Mrs Tremayne's hand was still now; and if any one had
been present who had known her thirty years before, he would have said
that a shadow of her old look at that terrible time had come back to her
deep sweet eyes.
"My child, God allowed her to be brought very low. At the first, she
was upheld mightily by His consolations: and they that saw her said how
well she bare it. But 'tis not alway the first blush of a sorrow that
trieth the heart most sorely. And there came after this a time--when it
was an old tale to them that knew her, and their comforting was given
over,--a day came when all failed her. Nay, I should have said rather,
all seemed to fail her. God failed her not; but her eyes were holden,
and she saw Him not beside her. It was darkness, an horror of great
darkness, that fell upon her. The Devil came close enough; he was very
busy with her. Was there any hope? quoth he. Nay, none, or but very
little. Then of what worth were God's promises to hear and deliver? He
had passed His word, and He kept it not. Was God able to help?--was He
true to His promise?--go to, was there any God in Heaven at all? And
so, Blanche, she was tossed to and fro on the swelling billows, now up,
seeing a faint ray of light, now down, in the depth of the darkness:
yet, through all, with an half-palsied grasp, so to speak, upon the hem
of Christ's garment, a groping after Him with numb hands that scarce
felt whether they held or no. O Blanche, it was like the plague in the
land of Egypt--it was darkness that might be felt!"
Blanche listened in awed interest.
"Dear heart, the Lord hath passed word to help His people in their need;
but He saith not any where that He will alway help them right as they
would have it. We be prone to think there is but one fashion of help,
and that if we be not holpen after our own manner, we be not holpen at
all. Yet, if thou take a penny from a poor beggar, and give him in the
stead thereof an angel [half-sovereign], thou hast given him alms,
though he have lost the penny. Alas, for us poor beggars! we fall to
weeping o'er our penny till our eyes be too dim with tears to see the
gold of God's alms. Dear Blanche, I would not have thee miss the gold."
"I scantly conceive your meaning, dear Mistress."
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