Clare Avery: A Story of the Spanish ArmadaHolt, Emily Sarah
History
Clare Avery: A Story of the Spanish Armada
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Tudors, 1485-1603 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Right, dear heart. Ah, how much better! Yet misconceive me not, my
child. We do not buy Heaven with afflictions; never think that,
Blanche. There be many that have made that blunder. Nay! the beggar
buyeth not thy gold with his penny piece. Christ hath bought Heaven for
His chosen: it is the purchase of His blood; and nothing else in all the
world could have paid for it. But they that shall see His glory yonder,
must be fitted for it here below; and oft-times God employeth sorrows
and cares to this end.--And now, Blanche, canst answer thine own
question, and tell me what I think of thee?"
Blanche blushed scarlet.
"I am afeared," she said, hanging down her head, "you must think me but
a right silly child."
Mrs Tremayne stroked Blanche's hair, with a little laugh.
"I think nothing very ill of thee, dear child. But I do think thou hast
made a blunder or twain."
"What be they?" Blanche wished to know, more humbly than she would have
done that morning.
"Well, dear Blanche--firstly, I think thou hast mistaken fancy for love.
There be many that so do. Many think they love another, when in truth
all they do love is themselves and their own pleasures, or the
flattering of their own vain conceits. Ask thine own heart what thou
lovest in thy lover: is it him, or his liking for thyself? If it be but
the latter, that is not love, Blanche. 'Tis but fancy, which is to love
as the waxen image to the living man. Love would have him it loveth
bettered at her own cost: it would fain see him higher and nobler--I
mean not higher in men's eyes, but nearer Heaven and God--whatever were
the price to herself. True love will go with us into Heaven, Blanche:
it can never die, nor be forgotten. Remember the word of John the
Apostle, that `he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in
him.' And wouldst thou dare to apply that holy and heavenly name unto
some vain fancy that shall be as though it had never been six months
thereafter? My child, we men and women be verily guilty concerning this
matter. We take the name of that which is the very essence of God, and
set it lightly on a thing of earth and time, the which shall perish in
the using. Well, and there is another mistake, sweet, which I fear thou
mayest have made. It may be thou art thinking wrongfully of thine
earthly father, as I did of my heavenly One. He dealeth with thee
hardly, countest thou? Well, it may be so; yet it is to save thee from
that which should be much harder. Think no ill of the father who loveth
thee and would fain save thee. And, O Blanche! howsoever He may deal
with thee, never, never do thou think hardly of that heavenly Father,
who loveth thee far dearer than he, and would save thee from far
bitterer woe."
Blanche had looked very awe-struck when Mrs Tremayne spoke so solemnly
of the real nature of love; and now she raised tearful eyes to her
friend's face.
"I thought none ill of my father, Mistress Tremayne. I wis well he
loveth me."
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