French fiction -- Translations into English; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The chamber was dark and cold. It resembles mine, but is better
furnished, less dirty. A large window opens upon the high wall, which
looms up gloomily a few mètres from the front of the house.
Marie was alone, motionless, her eyes wide open, staring at the ceiling
with that pensive and heart-rending air of invalids who already see
beyond life. Pâquerette had just gone down-stairs to get her breakfast.
On a small table, placed near an arm-chair, were an army of bottles, a
single glass and the remains of food. The thought came to me that
Pâquerette took more care of herself than of the dying girl.
I kissed Marie's forehead; I seated myself upon the edge of the bed,
taking and holding one of her hands. She turned her head slowly and
smiled upon me, telling me that she was not in pain, that she was
resting herself. Her voice, a trifle hoarse, was reduced to a feeble and
caressing murmur. Her forehead inclined, she looked at me with her
feverish and enlarged eyes; astonishment and tenderness were mingled in
her full glances. My heart was wrung with pity at the sight of this poor
creature. I felt that I was on the point of bursting into tears.
Pâquerette returned, loaded with new bottles and fresh food. She opened
the window, complaining of the bad air; she established herself
comfortably in the arm-chair, before the table; then, she began to eat
noisily, talking as she chewed, questioning Marie about her adorers,
about her past life. She seemed to ignore that the poor girl was sick;
she treated her like a lazy creature who loves to lie in bed and be
pitied. I looked with disgust at this woman, wrapped up in herself,
licking her greasy fingers, chuckling, bantering the dying girl with her
mouth full, and casting at me sullen and cynical glances, those
desperate glances which certain old women yet have in their reddened
eyes.
Pâquerette, ceasing to eat, partially turned her arm-chair; then,
crossing her hands upon her skirts, she looked at us, at Marie and
myself, first at one and afterwards at the other, laughing a wicked
laugh.
"Ah! my dear," said she to the sick girl, pointing at me her bony
finger, "isn't he a handsome young fellow! His heart is widowed and has
need of new love affairs!"
Marie smiled sadly, closing her eyes, withdrawing her hand which mine
had kept.
"You are deceived," I answered Pâquerette, after a moment's silence;
"my heart is not widowed. I love Laurence."
Marie lifted her eyelids, and restored to me her fingers, which I found
more agitated, hotter, than before.
"Laurence! Laurence!" sneered the old woman; "she is making a fool of
you! You are like all the rest of the men. They love those who betray
and abandon them. Look for another sweetheart, my poor Monsieur, look
for another sweetheart!"
I did not hear distinctly, according ordinarily no attention whatever to
the chatter of this old woman. And yet, though I know not why, I felt a
vague uneasiness. An unknown warmth filled my being with a painful
quiver.
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