A strange pang ran responsively to Vara's heart—a flash of rapture to
Kit's. They parted without a word, the girl walking sedately out of the
shadows in one direction, and the lad running with all his might back
to the farm in the other.
Each had their own several communings.
Vara said to herself, "Why does not Cleg think to speak to me like
that?"
It was a great blunder on Cleg's part, certainly, and, if heart-aches
were to be spared, one which he should speedily set himself to repair.
And as Kit Kennedy went home he said, over and over, "I hae kissed her.
I hae kissed her. Naething and naebody can take that from me, at least."
But with the stilling of his leaping and rejoicing heart came the
thought, "But had I the right? He fed them and clothed them, and never
asked as much. He is better than I. I will not trouble them any more.
For he is better and worthier than I."
So Kit's dreams and imaginings helped him to something more knightly
in his renunciation than in the brief rapturous flash of possession.
ADVENTURE LV.
A YOUNG MAN'S FANCY.
Meanwhile Cleg was looking after the General's interests when, had he
known it, he ought rather to have been looking after his own. He closed
the doors of the great house that afternoon, as he had done for many
months, and left his master in his strange bed. He was not afraid now,
any more. For, in spite of his madness, there was something engaging
about the General, something at once childlike and ingenuous, which
came out in the close intercourse of two people living altogether alone.
Cleg went into the little brick addition at the back, and the barred
doors of the great house shut mechanically behind him.
Cleg was making up his mind to ask the General to let him live out of
the house. Cleg was thinking, also, of speaking to Vara. But then Vara
might not agree. Had he ever asked her? Of course he had not. It was
"soft"—so he had held up to this point to speak to a girl about such
things. But yet the idea had its pleasures, and some day he would speak
to her about it. Had he been hidden that day in the little copse by the
march-dyke, on the road from Loch Spellanderie, he might have heard
something very much to his advantage, which might have spurred him on
to speak for himself, even at the risk of being considered exceedingly
"soft."
But the mere fact that he thought of it at all, argued a mighty change
in this Cleg of ours. He was no more only an Arab of the city all these
years. He had given Mirren half his wages and saved the rest, so that,
with the Christmas presents the General had given him, he had nearly a
hundred pounds in the bank.
Cleg pushed his way through the thickly matted copses of spurge laurel
and wet-shot alder. He was going to Sandyknowes. The lush green
Solomon's seal was growing all around, with its broad-veined green
leaves. A little farther on he came on the pure white blossoms of bog
trefoil, with its flossy, delicate petals, lace-edged like feminine
frilleries.
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