“I’m starting out on a new life, Mr. Bruce,” she said, turning and
looking at him with a direct gaze.
She seemed to him enchanting. He knew, better than she, that she was
starting out in a new life; and he begrudged it, strangely. He knew her
to be all unconscious as yet of her own charm and power. He dreaded
the opening of those clear eyes that as yet were so modest—the windows
through which one perceived her innocence. While he was justly angry
with Betsy for rousing unthought-of suspicion and caution, he could not
deny the justice of her sympathy.
He met the blue gaze with a smile that set the pulse to beating faster.
“You don’t intend to forget old friends for new, do you?” he asked.
“‘There is no friend like the old friend, who has shared our morning
days,’
you know. This little audience was enthusiastic over you, and audiences
always will be; but—
“‘Fame is the scentless sunflower, with gaudy crown of gold,’
remember.”
“It’s unkind to laugh at me,” returned the girl, with surprising heat.
“You know I have no thought of fame.”
“Rosalie, Rosalie!” he exclaimed and seized her hand protectingly. “I’m
not laughing at you. I believe you could have fame if you wish and
work; but somehow I don’t want the people to have a right to gaze at
you, and listen, and applaud.”
A strange film came over her eyes as she still looked at him. It was as
if she withdrew herself as she took her hand away.
“I suppose,” she said, “that people who have always had their own way
are subject to such fancies.”
“Betsy said that to you!” he exclaimed, acutely.
She shook her head but did not speak.
“Betsy knows nothing of our compact.” He leaned toward her, and she
shrank, but kept her golden head proudly lifted. “Betsy knows nothing
of the moment when we stood above the eagles and knew what in life was—
“‘the breathing rose, with sweets in every fold.’
Why do I call you Rosalie? Because it means _you_. It is one of the
‘sweets’ that came to me then—”
“Mr. Bruce,” the girl interrupted him, “Betsy _does_ know nothing of
it; but if she did, Betsy is something more than clever, she is wise.
She probably doesn’t read Emerson, but if she did, it would be her
own thought that she would put into his words: ‘Our friendships hurry
to short and poor conclusions, because we have made them a texture of
wine and dreams, instead of the tough fibre of the human heart.’” The
speaker took a firm hold on the sweet voice that threatened to break.
“That morning was a time of wine and dreams. I’ve always been a child.
I’ve always dreamed dreams; but to-night I am awake, I am starting out
in real life, with my eyes open.” Those eyes had been downcast, but now
she lifted them again to her companion’s flushed face. “I shall be very
glad if you help me—and not hinder.”
“The tough fibre of the human heart,” repeated Irving.
“Yes,” returned the girl. “It is a slow growth,—but it holds.”
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