"He was father and mother both to me. And more and more we grew to
confide in one another. I was interested in all his business, and used
to amuse myself asking him about things at the office when he came
home, the way mother used to do when she was with us. He used to talk
over all my school friends and interests and we had beautiful times
together. My father had a friend--a man who had grown up with him,
lived next door and went to school with him when he was a boy. He was
younger than father, and--well, not so serious. Father didn't always
approve of what he did and used to urge him to do differently. He
lived in the same suburb with us, and his wife had been a friend of
mother's. She was a sweet little child-like woman, very pretty, and an
invalid. They had one daughter, a girl about my age, and when we were
children we used to play together, but as we grew older mother didn't
care for us to be together much. She thought--it was better for us not
to--and as the years went by we didn't have much to do with one
another. Her father was the only one who kept up the acquaintance, and
sometimes I used to think he worried my father every time he came to
the house. One day when I was about fourteen he came in the afternoon
just after I got home from school and said he wanted to see father as
soon as he came home. Couldn't I telephone father and ask him to come
home at once, that there was someone there wanting to see him on
important business? He finally called him up himself and when father
got there they went into a room by themselves and talked until late
into the night. When at last Mr.--that is--the _man_, went away,
father did not go to bed but walked up and down the floor in his study
all night long. Toward morning I could not stand it any longer. I knew
my father was in trouble. So I went down to him, and when I saw him I
was terribly frightened. His face was white and drawn and his eyes
burned like coals of fire. He looked at me with a look that I never
shall forget. He took me in his arms and lifted up my face, a way he
often had when he was in earnest, and he seemed to be looking down
into my very soul. 'Little girl,' he said, 'we're in deep trouble. I
don't know whether I've done right or not.' There was something in his
voice that made me tremble all over, and he saw I was frightened and
tried to be calm himself. 'Janie,' he said--he always called me Janie
when he was deeply moved--'Janie, it may hit hardest on you, and oh, I
meant your life to be so safe and happy!'
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