Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"My own subsequent experience," resumed Mr. Carlton, "has confirmed the
justness of your remark. When I began, through the gradual change
wrought in my views and actions, by the silent, but powerful preaching
of Mrs. Carlton's example, to have less interest in believing that
Christianity was false, I then applied myself to search for reasons to
believe that it was true. But plain, abstract reasoning, though it might
catch hold on beings who are all pure intellect, and though it might
have given a right bias even to _my_ opinions, would probably never have
determined my conduct, unless I saw it clothed, as it were, with a body.
I wanted examples which should influence me to act, as well as proofs
which should incline me to believe; something which would teach me what
to do, as well as what to think. I wanted exemplifications as well as
precepts. I doubted of all merely speculative truth. I wanted, from
beholding the effect, to refer back to the principle. I wanted arguments
more palpable and less theoretic. Surely, said I to myself, if religion
be a principle, it must be an operative one, and I would rationally
infer that Christianity were true, if the tone of Christian practice
were high.
"I began to look clandestinely into Henrietta's Bible. There I indeed
found that the spirit of religion was invested with just such a body as
I had wished to see; that it exhibited actions as well as sentiments,
characters, as well as doctrines; the life portrayed evidently governed
by the principle inculcated; the conduct and the doctrine in just
correspondence. But if the Bible be true, thought I, may we not
reasonably expect that the principles which once produced the exalted
practice which that Bible records, will produce similar effects now?
"I put, rashly perhaps, the truth of Christianity on this issue, and
sought society of a higher stamp. Fortunately the increasing external
decorum of my conduct began to make my reception less difficult among
good men than it had been. Hitherto, and that for the sake of my wife,
my visits had rather been endured than encouraged; nor was I myself
forward to seek the society which shunned me. Even with those superior
characters with whom I did occasionally associate, I had not come near
enough to form an exact estimate.
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