Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"'I am afraid,' said the poor girl, 'that I must really give it up.' I
would not hear of this. I would not suffer her to deny herself so pure a
pleasure. She then suggested the expedient of limiting her time, and
hanging up her watch in the conservatory to keep her within her
prescribed bounds. She is so observant of this restriction, that when
her allotted time is expired, she forces herself to leave off even in
the midst of the most interesting operation. By this limitation a treble
end is answered. Her time is saved, self-denial is exercised, and the
interest which would languish by protracting the work is kept in fresh
vigor."
I told Mrs. Stanley that I had observed her watch hanging in a
citron-tree the day I came, but little thought it had a moral meaning.
She said it had never been left there since I had been in the house, for
fear of causing interrogatories. Here Mrs. Stanley left me to my
meditations.
It is wisely ordered that all mortal enjoyments should have some alloy.
I never tasted a pleasure since I had been at the Grove, I never
witnessed a grace, I never heard related an excellence of Lucilla,
without a sigh that my beloved parents did not share my happiness. "How
would they," said I, "delight in her delicacy, rejoice in her piety,
love her benevolence, her humility, her usefulness! O how do children
feel who wound the peace of _living_ parents by an unworthy choice, when
not a little of my comfort springs from the certainty that the departed
would rejoice in mine! Even from their blessed abode, my grateful heart
seems to hear them say, 'This is the creature we would have chosen for
thee! This is the creature with whom we shall rejoice with thee through
all eternity!'"
Yet such was my inconsistency, that charmed as I was that so young and
lovely a woman could be so cheaply pleased, and delighted with that
simplicity of taste which made her resemble my favorite heroine of
Milton in her amusements, as well as in her domestic pursuits; yet I
longed to know what these Christmas diversions, so slightly hinted at,
could be, diversions which could reconcile these girls to their absence
not only from their green-house, but from London. I could hardly fear
indeed to find at Stanley Grove what the newspapers pertly call _Private
Theatricals_. Still I suspected it might be some gay dissipation not
quite suited to their general character, nor congenial to their usual
amusements. My mother's favorite rule of _consistency_ strongly forced
itself on my mind, though I tried to repel the suggestion as unjust and
ungenerous.
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