Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"You now see," resumed Mr. Stanley, "why you were sent to Edinburg.
Cambridge and Oxford were too near London, and of course too near
Hampshire, to have maintained the necessary separation. As soon as you
left the University, your father proposed accompanying you on a visit to
the Grove. Like fond parents, we had prepared each other to expect to
see a being just such a one as each would have wished for the companion
of his child.
"This was to be merely a visit of experiment. You were both too young to
marry. But we were impatient to place you both in a post of observation;
to see the result of a meeting; to mark what sympathy there would be
between two minds formed with a view to each other.
"But vain are all the projects of man. 'Oh! blindness to the future!'
You doubtless remember, that just as every thing was prepared for your
journey southward your dear father was seized with the lingering illness
of which he died. Till almost the last, he was able to write me, in his
intervals of ease, short letters on the favorite topic. I remember with
what joy his heart dilated, when he told me of your positive refusal to
leave him, on his pressing you to pursue the plan already settled, and
to make your visit to London and the Grove without him. I will read you
a passage from his letter." He read as follows:
"In vain have I endeavored to drive this dear son for a short time from
me. He asked with the indignant feeling of affronted filial piety, if I
could propose to him any compensation for my absence from his sick
couch? 'I make no sacrifice to duty,' said he, 'in preferring you. If I
make any sacrifice, it is to pleasure.'"
Seeing my eyes overflow with grateful tenderness, Mr. Stanley said, "If
I can find his last letter I will show it you." Then looking over the
packet--"here it is," said he, putting it into my hands with visible
emotion. Neither of us had strength of voice to be able to read it
aloud. It was written at several times.
"PRIORY, Wednesday, _March 18, 1807_.
"Stanley--I feel that I am dying. Death is awful, my dear friend,
but it is neither surprising nor terrible. I have been too long
accustomed steadily to contemplate it at a distance, to start from
it now it is near.
"As a man, I have feared death. As a Christian, I trust I have
overcome this fear. Why should I dread that, which mere reason
taught me is not an extinction of my being, and which revelation
has convinced me will be an improvement of it? An improvement, oh
how inconceivable!
"For several years I have habituated myself every day to reflect
for some moments on the vanity of life, the certainty of death, the
awfulness of judgment, and the duration of eternity.
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