Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
On the cover was written, in Mr. Stanley's hand, "He died three days
after!"
* * * * *
It is impossible to describe the mingled and conflicting emotions of my
soul, while I perused this letter. Gratitude that I had possessed such a
father; sorrow, that I had lost him; transport, in anticipating an event
which had been his earnest wish for almost twenty years; regret, that he
was not permitted to witness it; devout joy, that he was in a state so
superior to even _my_ sense of happiness; a strong feeling of the
uncertainty and brevity of _all_ happiness; a solemn resolution that I
would never act unworthy of such a father; a fervent prayer that I might
be enabled to keep that resolution: all these emotions so agitated and
divided my whole mind, as to render me unfit for any society, even for
that of Lucilla. I withdrew, gratefully pressing Mr. Stanley's hand; he
kindly returned the pressure, but neither of us attempted to speak.
He silently put my father's packet into my hands. I shut myself into my
apartment, and read, for three hours, letters for which I hope to be the
better in time and in eternity. I found in them a treasure of religious
wisdom, excellent maxims of human prudence, a thorough acquaintance with
life and manners, a keen insight into human nature in the abstract, and
a nice discrimination of individual characters; admirable documents of
general education, the application of those documents to my particular
turn of character, and diversified methods for improving it. The pure
delight to which I looked forward in reading these letters with Lucilla,
soon became my predominant feeling.
I returned to the company with a sense of felicity, which the above
feelings and reflections had composed into a soothing tranquillity. My
joy was sobered without being abated. I received the cordial
congratulations of my friends. Mrs. Stanley behaved to me with increased
affection: she presented me to her daughter, with whom I afterward
passed two hours. This interview left me nothing to desire but that my
gratitude to the Almighty Dispenser of happiness might bear some little
proportion to his blessings.
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