Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"'You please me entirely,' replied she. 'In resorting to religion, take
care that you do not dishonor it. Never plead your piety to God as an
apology for your neglect of the relative duties. If the one is soundly
adopted, the others will be correctly performed. There are those who
would delight to throw such a stigma on real Christianity, as to be able
to report that it had extinguished your affections, and soured your
temper. Disappoint them, my sweet niece: while you serve your Maker more
fervently, you must be still more patient with your husband. But while
you bear with his faults, you must not connive at them. If you are in
earnest, you must expect some trials. He who prepares these trials for
you, will support you under them, will carry you through them, will make
them instruments of his glory, and of your own eternal happiness.'
"'Lord Melbury's complaisance to my wishes,' replied I, 'has been
unbounded. As he never controlled my actions when they required control,
I trust he will be equally indulgent now they will be less censurable.
Alas! we have too little interfered with each other's concerns--we have
lived too much asunder--who knows but I may recall him?' My tears would
not let me go on--'nor will they now,' added she, wiping her fine eyes.
"Sir John and I were too much touched to attempt to answer her: at
length she proceeded.
"'By adhering to Lady Jane's directions, I have begun to get acquainted
with my own heart. Little did I suspect the evil that was in it. Yet I
am led to believe that the incessant whirl in which I have lived, my
total want of leisure for reflection, my excessive vanity and complete
inconsiderateness, are of themselves causes adequate to any effects
which the grossest vices would have produced.
"'Last week my lord made us a visit at the castle. I gave him a warm
reception; but he seemed rather surprised at the cold one which I gave
to a large cargo of new French novels and German plays, which he had
been so good as to bring me. I did not venture to tell him that I had
changed my course of study. Lady Jane charged me to avoid giving him the
least disgust by any unusual gravity in my looks, or severity in my
conversation. I exerted myself to such good purpose that he declared he
wanted neither cards nor company. I tried to let him see, by my change
of habits rather than by dry documents, or cold remonstrances, the
alteration which had taken place in my sentiments. He was pleased to see
me blooming and cheerful. He told Lady Jane he never saw me so pleasant.
He did not know I was so agreeable a woman, and was glad he had this
opportunity of getting acquainted with me. As he has great expectations
from her, he was delighted at the friendship which subsisted between
us.
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