Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
The more I saw of Lucilla, the more difficult I found it to resist her
numberless attractions. I could not persuade myself that either prudence
or duty demanded that I should guard my heart against such a combination
of amiable virtues and gentle graces: virtues and graces which, as I
before observed, my mind had long been combining as a delightful idea,
and which I now saw realized in a form more engaging than even my own
imagination had allowed itself to picture.
I did not feel courage sufficient to risk the happiness I actually
enjoyed, by aspiring too suddenly to a happiness more perfect. I dared
not yet avow to the parents, or the daughter, feelings which my fears
told me might possibly be discouraged, and which, if discouraged, would
at once dash to the ground a fabric of felicity that my heart, not my
fancy, had erected, and which my taste, my judgment, and my principles
equally approved, and delighted to contemplate.
The great critic of antiquity, in his treatise on the drama, observes
that the introduction of a new person is of the next importance to a new
incident. Whether the introduction of two interlocutors is equal in
importance to two incidents, Aristotle has forgotten to establish. This
dramatic rule was illustrated by the arrival of Sir John and Lady
Belfield, who, though not new to the reader or the writer, were new at
Stanley Grove.
The early friendship of the two gentlemen had suffered little diminution
from absence, though their intercourse had been much interrupted. Sir
John, who was a few years younger than his friend, since his marriage,
having lived as entirely in town as Mr. Stanley had done in the country.
Mrs. Stanley had, indeed, seen Lady Belfield a few times in
Cavendish-square, but her ladyship had never before been introduced to
the other inhabitants of the Grove.
The guests were received with cordial affection, and easily fell into
the family habits, which they did not wish to interrupt, but from the
observation of which they hoped to improve their own. They were charmed
with the interesting variety of characters in the lovely young family,
who in return were delighted with the politeness, kindness, and
cheerfulness of their father's guests.
Shall I avow my own meanness? Cordially as I loved the Belfields, I am
afraid I saw them arrive with a slight tincture of jealousy. They would,
I thought, by enlarging the family circle, throw me at a further
distance from the being whom I wished to contemplate nearly. They would,
by dividing her attention, diminish my proportion. I had been hitherto
the sole guest, I was now to be one of several. This was the first
discovery I made that love is a narrower of the heart. I tried to subdue
the ungenerous feeling, and to meet my valuable friends with a warmth
adequate to that which they so kindly manifested. I found that a wrong
feeling at which one has virtue enough left to blush, is seldom lasting,
and shame soon expelled it.
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