Christian fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"Thinking herself secure from interruption, her petitions were uttered
aloud; her voice often faltering, and her eyes streaming with tears.
Little did she suspect that the object of her prayers was within hearing
of them. He had returned home unexpectedly, and coming softly into the
room, heard her pious aspirations. He was inexpressibly affected. He
wept, and sighed bitterly. The light from the candles on the table fell
on the blooming face of his sleeping infant, and on that of his weeping
wife. It was too much for him. But he had not the virtuous courage to
give way to his feelings. He had not the generosity to come forward and
express the admiration he felt. He withdrew unperceived, and passed the
remainder of the night in great perturbation of spirit. Shame, remorse,
and confusion, raised such a conflict in his mind, as prevented him from
closing his eyes; while she slept in quiet, and awoke in peace.
"The next morning, during a very short interview, he behaved to her with
a kindness which she had never before experienced. He had not resolution
to breakfast with her, but promised, with affection in his words and
manners, to return to dinner. The truth was, he never quitted home, but
wandered about his woods to compose and strengthen his mind. This
self-examination was the first he had practiced; its effects were
salutary.
"A day or two previous to this, they had dined at our house. He had
always been much addicted to the pleasures of the table. He expressed
high approbation of a particular dish, and mentioned again when he got
home how much he liked it. The next morning Mrs. Carlton wrote to
Lucilla to beg the receipt for making this ragout; and this day, when he
returned from his solitary ramble and 'compunctuous visitings,' the
favorite dish, most exquisitely dressed, was produced at his dinner. He
thanked her for this obliging attention, and turning to the butler,
directed him to tell the cook that no dish was ever so well dressed.
Mrs. Carlton blushed when the honest butler said, 'Sir, it was my
mistress dressed it with her own hands, because she knew your honor was
fond of it.'
"Tears of gratitude rushed into Carlton's eyes, and tears of joy
overflowed those of the old domestic, when his master, rising from the
table, tenderly embraced his wife, and declared he was unworthy of such
a treasure. 'I have been guilty of a public wrong, Johnson,' said he to
his servant, 'and my reparation shall be as public. I can never deserve
her, but my life shall be spent in endeavoring to do so.'
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