For the most part men kept indoors, but if obliged to go out, they
crept close along by the house walls, like a dog with his tail between
his legs. The truth is, few had reason to be proud of their part in the
late troubles, and a man hardly liked to look at his own face in the
glass, for there he saw human nature, stripped of all disguises:--not
a pretty sight, and one that makes most of us feel shamefaced and
suspicious.
I too was uneasy and sad, but for different reasons: first, I was
haunted by the thought of the massacre in the burning cellars; and on
the other hand, when I looked in the familiar faces of my neighbors,
I could not help remembering their cruelty and cowardice: this made
bad feeling between us, for they knew, of course, how I felt. I longed
to wipe it all out, and behave as if nothing had happened, but as that
could not be, we all went about in the altered town, under the heat and
languor of late summer.
Racquin had been sent to Nevers for trial; but it was a question
whether he fell under the jurisdiction of the Duke or the King, so he
stood a fair chance of getting off scot free. Our county authorities
were kind enough to overlook my illegal conduct;--for it seems that in
saving Clamecy that night, I had committed half a dozen crimes, any
one of which would have been enough to bring me to the galleys;--but
as none of this could have happened if they themselves had remained at
the post of duty, they decided to pass it over in silence; a decision
in which I naturally acquiesced. The less I have to do with courts of
justice the better, I always think; for you never know how a trial
will turn out, and innocence itself is no real protection. If you
once get your little finger into the cursed machinery of the law,
you are like to lose the whole arm, and you may have to cut that off
to save your body: so between their lordships and myself there was a
tacit agreement that they had seen nothing out of the way while I was
Captain of Clamecy: because everything on that fateful night had been
accomplished by themselves alone.
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