England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
There came into his mind, vaguely and distantly, the memory of someone
looking at Stanier with him, and ironically saying to him “Be it ever so
humble, there’s no place like home.” That had happened on the terrace
one night in an after-dinner stroll, and almost immediately he recalled
the incident wondering at the tenacity of the memory. It was Pamela Hunt
who had said that, when she came down here, at her own suggestion, for a
domestic Sunday in the country. How infinitely remote and meaningless
was the recollection of Pamela! He did not suppose he had thought of her
half-a-dozen times in the last half-dozen years. After all there was no
reason why he should have thought of her, for it must be close on twelve
years since he had seen her. Yes, when August came it would be twelve
years since she had paid him that visit in Capri.... That had been an
affair of ludicrous tragedy: long ago it had lost all personal
connection with him, and had become no more than a sensational episode,
which, though no doubt it had happened to him, might equally well have
been something he had been told or something he had read in a book of
short stories, a book of sketches and episodes....
He sat down on a fallen tree-trunk--several of old Colin’s oaks had
blown down in the fierce gales of March--and as his eyes wandered over
the wide plain and distant sea below, his mind dwelt idly on that remote
month in Capri. What had affected him far more intimately than Pamela’s
death was the sequel that Nino had refused to stay in his service. Nino
had been utterly devoted to him, but something strange had come over the
fellow from the hour that he learned of Pamela’s melodramatic suicide.
He had simply frozen up: his gaiety and devotion had been replaced by
some sort of abject terror of Colin; he had become like one of those
women on whom the frost and blight of Stanier had fallen. He started and
stammered if he was spoken to: he looked at him with eyes behind which
lurked some deadly fear.... He had no answer to give when he was asked
what ailed him: he said “Nieute, signor,” and quaked. Finally, within a
week, he had said he could stop with him no longer. Colin had used his
utmost persuasions, but without avail, and from persuasion he passed to
warning and to threats, reminding him that it did not go well with those
who crossed him, as Nino had seen not so long ago. But there was no
keeping him, and Colin naturally resented Nino’s desertion, for his
companionship, his gay paganism thoroughly suited him. Yet he seemed to
himself to have done no more than let this resentment flow where it
willed without conscious direction. Certainly he did not concentrate and
aim it at Nino: he but shrugged his shoulders, and said to himself
“Well, it’s Nino’s fault if anything happens”. And sure enough Nino
sickened of that ill-defined fever which was rife in the island and in
Naples that summer, and not long afterwards Colin had to give his cook
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