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There was the spirit that mocked. But when Dennis was concerned she was
not afraid of him.
“There are many things I believe which I don’t want Dennis to believe,”
she said.
He laughed.
“What an easy riddle!” he said. “You don’t want Dennis to believe that
his father is an unmitigated devil. That’s the answer, so don’t trouble
to say it isn’t. And as I believe in the legend too, it would be nice to
have our only boy one with us. That’s the root of domestic bliss.”
“I can’t argue with you,” she said. “You mock at whatever I say.”
“But who asked you to argue?” said Colin. “I’m sure I didn’t. But as
we’re on the subject I may as well say that my whole object in making a
black guy of myself is to help Dennis to realize the legend. He has
heard it, as everybody else has, but it’s nothing to him. Though a
fancy-dress ball is only a sort of play, a play makes a thing more real
to you. Dennis will be Colin in the play, and he’ll look round and see
his dear Mephistopheles at his elbow.”
Colin paused to light a cigarette, and spoke with gathering impatience.
“He’s got to believe it sometime,” he said. “We all begin, you and I
did, by thinking it just a picturesque old story, but somehow it grows
into us, or we into it.”
“It’s the curse of the house,” said Violet suddenly. “And it’s believing
in it that makes it real. Oh, Colin, let Dennis grow up without it
becoming real to him! Then it will stop, it and all the horror and the
misery it brings. You’re quite right: it grows into us. Don’t let it
grow into him.”
He got up.
“Do you know, I really haven’t got time for an ethical discussion just
now,” he said. “And why should I disinherit Dennis? That’s what it comes
to. You may call the legend the curse of the house if you like, but it’s
been big with blessings. You’ve got no sense of gratitude, darling. No
family pride.”
“Pride!” said she.
“Yes, I said ‘pride,’ didn’t I? I wish you wouldn’t make yourself into a
damned echo, and force me to be cross. We won’t discuss Dennis’s future
any more: we’ll confine ourselves to the present. You and Dennis and I
will come in as I have indicated. I want you to wear every jewel that
you can cram on. Chiefly pearls, I think, but also that sort of large
red plaster of rubies. Stomacher, isn’t it? But you mustn’t wear the
Stanier sapphire. I want that for Dennis. You might give it me now, if
you’ll open your safe.”
“But that’s all wrong,” she said. “The Queen never gave that to Colin
till just before her death.”
“My dear, you needn’t tell me that. I suppose I know the history of
Colin as well as you. But I want Dennis to wear it. I want it; that’s
all.”
Colin had recovered his temper: he was all serenity and sun again.
“There’s something queer about the stone,” he said. “It never looks well
on you: it loses half its light, whereas on me it blazes like a blue arc
lamp. Everyone round looks blue, as in the Grotto at Capri. And I want
to see what effect he has on it....”
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