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“He had gone up to bed, he told me, and, as he expected you to come and
say good night to him, he didn’t put his light out, but propped himself
up with pillows to keep awake. He thinks that he must have gone to
sleep, though he didn’t know that he had. Then a great blackness, he
said, came into the room and tried to force its way into him. He
struggled and struggled, and called out to you. And then he found he
was awake and you were there, and comforted him. He said you were
angelic to him.”
Colin turned quickly to her.
“What do you make of it?” he said.
“I make of it what Dennis made of it. That’s simple enough, isn’t it?”
She looked at him, and saw there was something more. The notion somehow
branded itself into her mind like the touch of a hot iron. There was the
conviction, incredible and terrifying, that Colin had something more to
do with that visitation than to bring comfort. But what?
“Tell me your side of it,” she said.
Colin’s face changed: the impatience and mockery came back.
“Good Lord, how can I have a side?” he said. “Wasn’t I right to comfort
him? Or should I have scolded him for being frightened by a dream? Has
he forgotten about it, do you think? I mean, does he accept it just as a
nightmare and me as an angel?”
“I’m not certain. He was most frightfully scared. But it will wear off
if he doesn’t have another nightmare. You remain an angel anyhow: that
doesn’t wear off.”
Still that irrational conviction of some complicity of his--how insane
it appeared when she faced it--beset her.
“Colin, he mustn’t have another nightmare,” she said. “Terror is so
frightfully bad for a child.”
She saw Colin’s fingers beginning to twitch. When he was getting angry
or impatient they made the strangest little movements as if some
electric current was jerking them.
“I’m responsible for Dennis’s dreams then, am I?” he said. “Why else did
you tell me he mustn’t have any more nightmares? What’s the meaning of
that? Come, out with it; you did mean something.”
She could not state what after all was the most fantastical notion. It
would not bear examination: it was just as much a nightmare as Dennis’s.
“I mean that you have the most extraordinary control over Dennis,” she
said, “his whole soul is devoted to you. Waking or sleeping he would
obey you. You know that as well as I do.”
Surely Colin had never been in so strange a weather-cock of a humour as
he was this morning. At one moment he was ready to fly out at her with
unbridled irritation, the next he was all sweetness and amiability. He
put his arm round her.
“Vi, you and I are like Norns,” he said. “Aren’t they Norns who, in some
dreary Wagner opera, sit in the dusk, and toss the shuttles of destiny
to and fro? Dennis is flying from hand to hand between you and me. You
catch him and weave, and then you toss him back to me, and I weave.
There ought to be three Norns, though, oughtn’t there? Who is the third?
I don’t believe we shall agree on the third.”
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