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“Certainly he did, and wise he was too. You shall read how Satan came to
him one night as he slept.”
Dennis had taken off his tunic, and stood there stock-still, his face
now more definitely troubled.
“Like some horrible nightmare?” he asked.
Colin came a step nearer, black as the pit and fair of face, with the
stone gleaming in his hand.
“A nightmare? Good heavens, no!” he said. “Like some wonderful dream, if
you like, but it was no dream. It was gloriously real. You can’t
understand yet what the bargain meant, for you’re only a boy, and
there’s nothing that you really want which you don’t get. But imagine
what it would be, when you grew up, to have every wish gratified.... The
bargain holds not for old Colin alone but for all those who come after,
you and me for instance, who by their own choice claim their right to
share in it. The legend is no fairy tale, Dennis; it is sober, serious
truth. It was a miracle, if you like, but the evidence for it is
conclusive.”
The trouble deepened in Dennis’s eyes. When Colin first spoke of that
visitor coming to his ancestor as he slept, there had started unbidden
into his mind the remembrance of that nightmare from which his father
had rescued him. And now again he felt that invasion pressing on him,
and though it was surely his father who stood there, yet somehow his
black robes and his red-feathered cap and that blue-blazing gift of
Satan in his hand seemed to obscure him. It was as if some shadow had
passed over him, and behind that shadow he was changing.
“Oh, don’t, Father!” he cried. “I hate it! It’s awfully stupid of me,
but I do hate it. Please!”
There was no doubt that the boy was vaguely and yet deeply frightened:
his voice rose shrilly, his hands were trembling. And once again Colin
recoiled from the idea of Dennis’s terror. When he had directed the
force towards him before, in the defencelessness of his sleep, it was
easily intelligible that the invasion of it should alarm him, but now,
speaking to him in his own person, with the authority that Dennis’s love
for him gave, he had hoped that the boy would at any rate sip at the cup
which he held out to him. But still he was troubled and alarmed, he was
not mature enough yet to guess the lure of dreams and of desires. And
yet that was not all that made Colin pause: if that had been all, he
would have persisted, he would have induced Dennis somehow to taste the
sweetness of evil, he would have pricked his arm to let just one drop of
blood flow in which, so to speak, he could begin to write his name to
the everlasting bond and bargain, to initial it at least. Dennis might
be a little frightened, but the beginning would have been made.
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