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Presently the priest entered, served by Vincenzo. He was robed in that
wonderful cope which, once stolen from some Italian sacristy, had been
bought by Colin in Naples. For a minute or so, he knelt with his back to
the altar and then, making the sign of the cross reversed, rose and
began.
Though he knew the ritual well, Colin closely followed the service in
the vellum-leaved book on his faldstool. Douglas had copied this in his
exquisite formal handwriting from the missal of wondrous blasphemies,
illuminating the initial letters with appropriate decoration and
sacrilegious parodies of holy scenes. Two years had it taken him, a
labour of love, and Colin, by keeping his attention on the book, strove
to devote his mind to the spirit of the blasphemy. He confessed his
fallings and his lapses from his vowed life, he tried to root Dennis out
of his heart. He let his mind dwell on evil and cruelty and hate. And
now the new clouds of incense rose from the censer that Vincenzo swung,
the altar gleamed through the fragrant sanctification, and the supreme
moment approached.
Colin felt the stir of the power seething round him, but he knew he no
longer went out to meet it with welcome and heart’s surrender. All the
pressure of his will was bent on doing so, but it was as if some grain
of grit had got into the psychic mechanism of his soul: it checked and
laboured, it did not respond with full smooth strokes. Why could he not
be like Vincenzo who knelt there, his face working with some diabolical
rapture? Vincenzo’s hands were clasped in front of him, his mouth
grinned and slavered, he shook and swayed in that fierce gale of
possession. The priest’s arms were raised now for consecration, and
Vincenzo’s eyes were fixed on them; in a moment more, on the completion
of the act, he would pull the rope of the bell that hung by him, and
the three muffled strokes....
Even as Colin looked, half-envying him, half-horrified at the tension of
the man’s face, Vincenzo suddenly rose to his feet, with hands stretched
out in front of him. He swayed as he stood, as if blown by a great wind,
and then crashed forward and fell full length on the altar-step.
The priest, with the wafer still unconsecrated in his hand, turned at
the thud of his fall. He placed the wafer back on the paten, and
beckoning to Colin stooped down by the man’s side. Vincenzo had rolled
on to his face and lay there trembling and twitching. They turned him
over; his eyes wide open seemed to be focussed in blank terror at
something close in front of them, and at the corners of his mouth foam
had gathered.
The priest felt for his pulse.
“What happened?” he said to Colin.
“He fell forward.... Well? Is he alive? Is he dead?”
“I can’t find any flicker of pulse,” said Douglas. “Can you get some
brandy? I’ve got none.”
“Yes, there’s sure to be a tray in the gallery. I’ll go and get it.”
Colin nodded towards the altar.
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