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Colin felt himself shudder at that thought. That indeed would be enough
to shrivel the spirit of a man, like a burnt feather in a furnace. Hell
could not contain such torment as to realize that, through the night and
blackness of absolute evil, the love of God still shone without change
or dimness, even as the light of a steadfast star burns unblown by the
puny violence of terrestrial tempests.... If there had come to Vincenzo
at the moment of death only some vision or internal realization of the
wrath of God, that surely, to one whose joy it was to mock and defy Him,
would have been like a waved banner of victory, a sign that his mockery
had reached its mark: God’s anger would be a testimonial to his success.
But it would have been hell indeed to know that all his defiance and
rebellion had never caused the infinite Love and pity to waver, that for
him still ‘Christ’s blood streamed in the firmament.’ That would have
been sufficient to glaze with the terror of utter and ultimate defeat,
those dying eyes....
“See where Christ’s blood stream is the firmament”.... Colin muttered
the words to himself. They came, he remembered now, from the last scene
in Marlowe’s Faustus, just before the stroke of midnight, on which
Mephistopheles came to exact the payment of Faustus’s soul. That to
Faustus had been the ultimate anguish, and what if it had been so too to
him who now lay in the locked room downstairs?
Colin shrank from that thought, even as Dennis had shrunk from the
terror of his nightmare. It was better to suppose that there had come to
the man some fresh intuition into the power of evil, and that in the
panic of his eyes was the knowledge that his time was come, and that he
was eternally consigned to the protection of what he had worshipped. At
that so easily the flesh might quaver, in the dissolution of the body
from the spirit. That in comparison was a comforting thought: he felt
himself at home there and not afraid. He himself had chosen evil for his
good, and hell surely could be no other than the eternal severance of
the soul from God. It was physical terror merely that had distorted
Vincenzo’s face: and with that thought there sprang up in him the desire
to look on the dead once more, and convince himself that there were
imprinted on it just the tokens of this natural cowering before the face
of death. He had with him the key of the locked smoking-room, where the
body lay, and now, taking off his shoes so that his step should be
noiseless, he let himself out into the passage again. The switch was to
his hand just outside his door, and at his touch the passage and the
hall below flashed into light.
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