England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
“Dennis, she told me that you had promised to lunch with her yesterday,”
he said, “and that you sent a telegram saying you had to get down here.
There was no compulsion on you to get down here that I’m aware of.”
“Oh, but I wanted to get down here so frightfully,” said Dennis.
“I see: anything you want frightfully has to happen,” said Colin, “and I
suppose anything you want not to happen, isn’t allowed to. But in spite
of that, next time you say you’ll go to see Aunt Hester and then throw
her over at the last minute, it’s just conceivable that something may
happen which you don’t like. Go and put your mother’s plate down for
her.”
This was all bewildering, but Dennis did as he was told, and having
finished his breakfast came and stood by his father’s chair.
“Well, what do you want?” asked Colin sharply.
Dennis flushed.
“Oh, nothing,” he said.
“Don’t hang about then. You can go if you’ve finished your breakfast.”
Dennis had a spirit of his own, and one thing was perfectly clear to him
as he left the room, namely, that if his father did not want to be
bothered with him, he was not going to make any importunate requests for
his companionship. It was a horrid state of things, but no doubt
temporary: he could parallel it by the bleakness which sometimes fell
upon his house-master at school, for no apparent reason. This paternal
bleakness, unknown in those last glorious Easter holidays, was of course
far more depressing, for it took all the colour out of life. He was
absolutely ignorant what cause of offence he had given; throwing over
Aunt Hester and coming by another train were clearly inadequate as the
reason for it, and all he could do, while it lasted, was to be prompt
and obedient, and above everything to spring to him, whenever his sun
should shine out again, without any shadow of resentment or reserve.
This treatment was wounding and inexplicable, but he must keep his hurt
to himself, and most certainly he must not go to his mother with
querulous wonder as to what it was about. It concerned his father and
himself, and nobody else: it would be disloyal to his unshaken
allegiance to make moan.
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