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Of course there was another chance: the leaven of evil might yet work in
the boy--for he was young still--and turn sour that sweet milk of love
with which he dripped. But he meant to make no more experiments with
regard to that. Dennis must come to it because he loved evil: he would
only struggle against it and abhor it if he was forced to it. Besides,
Colin knew he could not do it: he could bully and ill-treat him,
striving to kill love in him, but the ultimate direct initiative was
beyond him. He could wish him dead, he could wish him corrupted, but he
could not take on himself the actual sacrifice. It was his own fault, he
had allowed Dennis to enter his heart, where no-one else had ever been,
and now, with all the vigour of his evil soul, it was as much as he
could do to stop his advance. But never would he allow that love was
stronger than he: he would fight it till it lay bleeding and helpless at
his feet.
It had grown cold in his room: he fancied there was a draught from the
door which led into the corridor to the now disused chapel. But, as he
tried the door and found it shut, the notion came to him to visit the
chapel where he had not been since last Easter, and he fetched the key
and turned up the lights. It would be Christmas Eve to-morrow, he
remembered; last year they had held a midnight mass there, and the
sacring bell had rung simultaneously with the peal from the church near
by. It was bitter to-night in the chapel, and he shivered as he stood
there. In the air there still hung the faint stale odour of incense, and
faint, too, and hardly to be recalled, was the thrill of satisfied evil
with which once he had knelt there. There was the step off which
Vincenzo had rolled when the slavering ecstasy in his face was struck
from it by that mortal terror. How horrible to think that perhaps he had
seen God at that moment! Poor Vincenzo!
Colin had a sneering smile at the thought of that. God did not come to
you unless you permitted it, for otherwise there was no such thing as
free-will. Vincenzo must have had a weak spot somewhere: he must have
loved somebody for his own sake, and that perhaps gave God a permit. He
must be careful then....
He went back into the silent house, and upstairs. He saw that Dennis’s
door was ajar, and that there was a light within.
* * * * *
Morning brought no such deplorable disaster as a thaw, and soon after
breakfast Dennis came into the gallery with his skates in his hand.
Colin was by the fire, looking at the paper, and glanced up at him.
“Skating?” he said.
“Yes, the lake bears,” said Dennis.
Colin looked at the rusty skates on the boots he was carrying.
“Where did you get those?” he asked.
“I found them in a cupboard,” said Dennis. “They were on a pair of very
old boots, so I took them off and put them on mine.”
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