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Colin, when he found himself alone--Uncle Ronald was gloomily consuming
whisky to make up for the dearth of port--was as pleased with his
terrace-talk as his companion had been. There was the little side-show
(gratis) of representing himself as yearning for Violet, but that was
only an antechamber, so to speak, which he and Pamela were passing
through, and there she saw him, the gay trappings of his brilliance
stripped off him, hungry for love. And already Pamela--how well he read
her--was at his side. Closer and closer must she get till she could not
exist without him. All the time she would be posing as the consoling
friend, the healer of wounds, and all the time to the truer vision she
would be the hunting leopard hungry for the hot blood of its prey. And
just as she thought she had got it, it would be the prey somehow that
turned on her with derision and mockery. With the exact manner of that
furious turning of the tables, Colin did not trouble himself: it could
not be settled now, for it must depend on developments. Before long he
would be going out to Capri: he might ask her there perhaps, for at
Capri everything always turned out well. How often had he made plans,
lying there on the beach between the bathes, and how surely had their
accomplishment justified the design! The fruit was not ripe yet, though
the moonshine on the terrace had brought it on towards maturity.
To-morrow ought to be a nice growing day, too....
What a high morality he would then exhibit, and how delightful would be
the mockery of it! His plan, thus vaguely outlined to himself, was a
derisive parody of morality, in which a decent married man would be seen
resisting the improper seductress: what could be nicer? It would be a
veritable tract about a Messalina and a Galahad. And then you looked
closer, and saw that hate and the desire to hurt twitched in every
gesture of Galahad. There was the cream and felicity of it, for it would
all be a defiance of love, a campaign of hostility and rebellion.
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