England -- Fiction; Gay men -- Fiction; Italy -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction
He found a letter from Pamela waiting for him on his return to the villa
with his treasure that evening, in which she announced her arrival in a
couple of days. This letter, to his mind, was thoroughly typical of her
type, reeking with sub-conscious falsity, cloaking the obvious with the
transparent, and pretending that it did not shew through. Was it worth
while, for instance, to ask whether Violet was with him, when she knew
so well that her visit was based on the fact of Violet’s absence? And
was it worth while to say that she wondered whether she had not better
stay at an hotel? She knew perfectly well that she had not the smallest
intention of staying at an hotel, she would not have come to Capri for
that. Colin could imagine the blankness of her face if, when he met her,
he told her that he had taken a nice room for her at the Bella Vista, or
that Violet was with him at the villa.... Or should he telegraph and put
her off altogether?
He carried this question still undecided down with him to the beach next
morning, and, as he swam, turned it coolly over in his mind, and, as he
basked on the hot shingle, let his decision liquefy and declare itself.
For himself, he did not in the least want her here, neither as comrade
nor as lover had he any use for her. Her beauty made no spell for his
senses, and the very fact that it was his for the asking discounted it
to a zero. If she had been difficult of access, he might have found
pleasure in the chase; as it was, it was only himself who was being
chased.... On the other hand, as he had already sketched it out, the
prospect of some ludicrous and humiliating dénouement for her attracted
him: it would be amusing also to play the part of the outraged moralist,
the unsuspecting and devoted husband. How his face would pass from
amazement to indignation, when she made her meaning clear! Or perhaps
some intolerable humiliation....
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