Colonel Quaritch, V.C.: A Tale of Country LifeHaggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
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Colonel Quaritch, V.C.: A Tale of Country Life
Haggard, H. Rider (Henry Rider)
Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction
So she made up her mind at last. This was the end of her struggling.
She could not let her old father be turned out of house and home to
starve, for practically they would starve. She knew her hateful lover
well enough to be aware that he would show no mercy. It was a question
of the woman or the money, and she was the woman. Either she must let
him take her or they must be destroyed; there was no middle course. And
in these circumstances there was no room for hesitation. Once more her
duty became clear to her. She must give up her life, she must give up
her love, she must give up herself. Well, so be it. She was weary of
the long endeavour against fortune, now she would yield and let the
tide of utter misery sweep over her like a sea—to bear her away till at
last it brought her to that oblivion in which perchance all things come
right or are as though they had never been.
She had scarcely spoken to her lover, Harold Quaritch, for some weeks.
She had as she understood it entered into a kind of unspoken agreement
with her father not to do so, and that agreement Harold had realised
and respected. Since their last letters to each other they had met once
or twice casually or at church, interchanged a few indifferent words,
though their eyes spoke another story, touched each other’s hands and
parted. That was absolutely all. But now that Ida had come to this
momentous decision she felt he had a right to learn it, and so once
more she wrote to him. She might have gone to see him or told him to
meet her, but she would not. For one thing she did not dare to trust
herself on such an errand in his dear company, for another she was too
proud, thinking if her father came to hear of it he might consider that
it had a clandestine and underhand appearance.
And so she wrote. With all she said we need not concern ourselves. The
letter was loving, even passionate, more passionate perhaps than one
would have expected from a woman of Ida’s calm and stately sort. But a
mountain may have a heart of fire although it is clad in snows, and so
it sometimes is with women who seem cold and unemotional as marble.
Besides, it was her last chance—she could write him no more letters and
she had much to say.
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