Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
General
Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
British -- Afghanistan -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
He was pale almost to ghastliness, and her eyes drooped, as if a
weight oppressed their full white lids when they met his fixed gaze.
However, he took her proffered hand mechanically, and then she tried
to talk gaily, not knowing what she said; but the talk proved a
miserable failure.
How he longed to take her in his arms once again; to kiss her glossy
brown hair, her damask cheek, her rosy lips; to implore her to love
him still and share his humble future! But no; it would be more
cowardly to take any advantage then of any passing remorse she might
feel; and better was it, perhaps, that she should marry this other
man, if he really loved her, and forget--if she could--that there was
such a poor fellow as Robert Wodrow in the secluded world she would
leave behind her; and he said something of this to her in faltering
accents, and for a time the heart of Ellinor faltered too--but for a
time only.
The new vision was too bright to fade quickly away!
'I am eating my heart out with sorrow and uncertainty--I am sick of
suspense, Ellinor,' he said, after a pause; 'our happy meetings, our
walks, our talks, our plans for the future--are they all as nothing
to you now, Ellinor?'
'That is it, Robert,' she said, making a prodigious effort to be calm
and cool; 'you see, Robert, we have been so much together.'
'All our days, Ellinor!'
'Too much so--yes, all our days; so it never struck me that--that----'
'What, darling?'
'You cared for me in _that_ way.'
'Indeed! Your doubts come too late.'
'Or I might have learned to care too,' she said, with confusion.
'You did love me, and care for me too, before that fellow Sleath came
among us,' said Robert, gloomily; for it seemed hard indeed that,
after the happiness of their boyhood and girlhood, after all the
budding hopes of riper years, under this man's new and hateful
influence, she made light of him and his love--mocked him, it seemed,
laughed at him for being so foolish to care for her 'in that way,' as
she phrased it.
'Robert,' said she, after a pause, 'why be so angry about a little
flirtation?'
She spoke deprecatingly, and her face wore a sickly smile.
'To flirt was never your wont, and I have read that the essence of
flirting is that it is a stolen pleasure, the future results of which
cannot be foreseen.'
'It would be tame between such old friends as you and I, Robert.'
'Tame indeed--and unnatural,' said he, huskily.
His eyes, which hitherto had been fixed upon her colourless face, now
fell upon the ornament she was wearing--an ornament he had never seen
before; and from its apparent value his heart too surely foreboded
who the donor was; yet he disdained to refer to it, though he said,
upbraidingly,
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account