Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Colville of the Guards, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
British -- Afghanistan -- Fiction; Soldiers -- Fiction
The good old honest furniture of the room was all of the 'old
school,' and had been familiar to her from her childhood; the vast
sofa with its wide arms and cosy cushions; the dark mahogany
sideboard that was like a mural monument, with two urn-like
knife-boxes thereon, and over which hung an old, old circular convex
mirror, surmounted by an eagle with a glass ball in its beak. The
horsehair chairs were ranged in rank and file along the wall; and all
these household features spoke to Mary's heart so much of the past
and of home that the details of the room gave her a sensation of
acute agony, as she caught them at a glance and covered her face with
her hands.
She tried to realise the new life--the homeless life--that must lie
before her and Ellinor now, and the rocks, the shoals, and pitfalls
that too probably would be ahead.
Her first emotion of relief--if it could be called so--came when she
shared her grief with the startled Ellinor; and far into the August
night sat the two crushed creatures talking over the storm-cloud that
had so suddenly enveloped them--a cloud that must have descended at
some time, though as yet they had not quite foreseen it.
'I cannot believe it--I cannot realise it!' said they both,
conjunctly and severally, again and again, as they mingled their
tears and caresses together, each clinging to the other as if for
consolation and help.
'What on earth will become of us!' exclaimed Ellinor, pushing back
the masses of dark brown hair from her forehead.
'We shall go away, and at once, in search of a new home--a little
nest somewhere far away from all who know us, Ellinor; for the
condolence, the wonder, surmises, and pity of neighbours would prove
intolerable to me!' exclaimed Mary. 'We shall have to put our
shoulders to the wheel, as poor papa used to say when in money
straits. I must turn my French and music to account.'
'And I my drawing,' said Ellinor.
'Yes, dearest,' added Mary, kissing her, 'my few accomplishments will
require some brushing up, but your pencil is always a ready one; and
people never know what they can do till they try. But then,
Birkwoodbrae--dear, bonnie Birkwoodbrae--to think we shall never see
it more!' exclaimed Mary, relapsing into a storm of grief again;
after which she became more composed, and began resolutely to think
of the future that must be faced--the future which would necessarily
begin for them on the morrow; and as Mary was by nature independent
and self-reliant, as she thought on the pittance left them by their
father, she said that, by God's help, they might battle with the
world yet; and battle with it too in London.
The human mind, it has been said, is naturally pliable, and, provided
it has the most slender hope to lean upon, adapts itself to the
exigencies of fortune, especially if the imagination be a gay and
luxuriant one.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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