Alaska -- Fiction; California -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Fiction
Herself the mere ignorant human being, eager to learn, innocent
of class-illusion, intensely alive to “differences,” yet knowing which
of them were only skin-deep, or rather education-deep; young, yes;
attractive, too; a girl going into a strange new world who yet goes
fearlessly, hopefully, carrying faith in human nature along for her
shield and her buckler. If this is an apparition new upon the earth, then
perhaps the modern world has something to be proud of beyond the things
it has celebrated more.
Not that she encountered no difficult moments. She was stared at, and
she could see that she was speculated about. Well, that was no killing
matter. Perhaps it was because she was so tall. When in the thronged and
noisy offices she was crowded and pushed by an excited horde—though shown
no special disrespect as a woman—she was certainly not comfortable, and
was even a little forlorn. When a brow-beating passenger-agent vented his
ill-temper upon her refusal to buy a ticket forthwith without waiting
“to inquire further,” she felt the man’s rudeness keenly, absurdly. But
it was not till some “masher” of a clerk spoke to her with a vulgar
familiarity that discomfort went down before humiliation in the thought,
“What would Louis say if he knew?” However, the clerk soon saw his error,
and the tall, quiet girl was taken at a different valuation. Men, even
the most ignorant men, learn these lessons more quickly than is supposed.
But, oh, it wasn’t easy to do the work of preparation alone! comparing,
eliminating, deciding all by oneself. For at every step, upon every
question, one encountered conflicting testimony. Every store-window that
one passed displayed things “Indispensable for Nome.” Every ship that
sailed was the best, and bound to be first at the goal. Now and then to
some one of the besieging hundreds at the offices, Hildegarde would put
a question. The women looked askance. The men answered civilly enough.
But if they knew little more than Hildegarde, they entertained darker
fears. And still, and always, testimony was in conflict. The firm that
impressed her most favorably, whose office she had just left “to think
it over”—why they, it seemed, were a set of thieves. Passage on one of
their ships meant ten to twenty days’ starvation on short rations of sour
bread and salt horse. Heavens, what an escape! But that other firm she
was on her way to interrogate—they were traffickers in human life! Didn’t
she know they had been buying disabled craft of every description, even
hauling up abandoned wrecks out of the sea, sweeping the entire Pacific
for derelict and rotten craft that they might paint and rename, and make
a fortune out of crowding such crazy vessels full of ignorant human
cattle for Cape Nome?
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