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The tall young lady only changed her course a little, and made obliquely
for the barrier, but the encounter with that woman affected her more
unpleasantly than the elbowing and jostling of the others. She had a
distinct vision of Louis Cheviot’s face as he had said “the kind of woman
that goes to Nome.” It had been horrible to him that Hildegarde was not
daunted. For she hadn’t let him see that she was. And now that woman,
with the hard face and the diamond ear-rings!—and Louis too disgusted to
want to come and see his old friend off, or even to send her a message of
good-by.
She began to see how foolish it was to expect to see him here. He had
washed his hands of her.
And still, in the back of her head, she thought he might come—even built
upon it. She looked back. No, he wasn’t in sight; but a tall, grizzled
man had given the youngest pioneer a seat on his shoulder. That was nice
of the grizzled man.
But it was saddening to go on so great a journey without the good-will of
so close a friend as—
There was something very hard about Louis. He could enjoy himself quite
comfortably, since he had washed his hands of her. Her mother—(why was
this man in front of her dressed in oilskins?) Yes—washed his hands of
her. Her mother had told her as much. Bella and Mrs. Wayne had come up
from the country to the Valdivia G. H. Charity Ball. They had stayed
at the great new hotel. Bella had worn pink at the ball, and danced
constantly with Louis Cheviot. She stayed on for several days, and they
drove together every evening. People had begun to talk. Well, it had
seemed very possible once. Why not? And here was Hildegarde actually
expecting he might have left Bella and come all that way from Valdivia
just to wish Hildegarde God-speed on a journey he had loathed the
very mention of. Idiocy. Of course he was out driving with Bella this
soft, beautiful evening. He would be thinking: “Bella could never do
anything so unfeminine as to go to a horrible place like Nome!” Bella
and Louis. Why did she, the girl struggling here in the crowd, feel this
half-incredulous aching at the thought? Bella and Louis. Natural enough.
Even inevitable. The reason that she, Hildegarde, felt like this was that
she wasn’t accustomed yet to being alone, and it was so hard to reach the
barrier yonder. Jack Galbraith. Would he, too, join them—the sensible
stay-at-home folk? Curiously, Jack was grown as dim as last year’s
dreams. For weeks she had felt him fading out of the old picture. And in
the new he had no place at all. Why was that? Perhaps he was dead. It
seemed hardly to matter. Should she ever get to the barrier?
Oh, how they pushed and crowded upon her. It made her feel quite angry.
Not so much with these poor struggling people. But with Cheviot. If
he were here now, instead of driving about with Bella, if those broad
shoulders of his were between Hildegarde and— “Oh, please, please, you’re
crushing me.”
“Then stand back,” said a man angrily.
_And he wasn’t even drunk._
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