Alaska -- Fiction; California -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Fiction
When, early in the afternoon, the fog lifted a little, a message came
from the captain inviting Miss Mar to the bridge that she might have a
better view. By the time she had obeyed the summons the wind had risen.
The captain was looking through his glass, and Mrs. Locke was at his
side. He left both visitors with harassed face and called down to Cheviot
walking below with O’Gorman. And now Louis stood beside the captain on
the bridge, looking to the northeast, and talking in an undertone.
“What does he know,” said Mrs. Locke, referring to Cheviot for the first
time, “about navigation?”
“Nothing, I should think,” said Hildegarde serenely, yet with that
stirring of pride that visits a woman when the man she is interested in
is called to counsel. “You see Louis has been up here before, and so few
people have.”
“Oh!” Mrs. Locke turned indifferently away and looked out over the
white-patched water. The girl felt anew and keenly the embarrassment
that had come of the confrontation of these two. Impossible for her to
think it didn’t matter. No vulgarity of soul helped her to meet the
issue with, “Mrs. Locke’s ‘nobody,’—a little book-keeping woman we shall
never see again!” She could not even, as a feebler nature would, simply
ignore the incident of the day before, accepting for Louis Mrs. Locke’s
evil opinion, accepting for Mrs. Locke his professed regret but real
indifference, verging on dislike.
“Of course,” Hildegarde drew closer, “I’ve thought a great deal about
what happened yesterday—I mean what happened on the wharf.”
“Oh, put it out of your head.”
“It’s hardly been out of my head a minute, except the two hours I slept
this morning.”
“I ought to have held my tongue.”
“I’m glad you didn’t. Because now I know something more than that he hurt
you.”
“What do you know?”
“How much he can hurt _me_,” was on her tongue, but the only answer she
made was, “I mustn’t let you think that I’m going to turn a cold shoulder
on my friend because—”
“Oh, no.” It was said not scornfully—just accepting it.
“I think a month ago I would either not have believed it or I would have
explained it all away to myself. I’d have said he didn’t know what he was
doing. He—he was—Oh, there are a dozen excuses I might have made for him.”
“Yes, dozens.”
“But now I don’t make one. I say, ‘Yes, he did it, and he doesn’t even
realize how terrible it was.’”
Mrs. Locke glanced at her curiously. “It’s true a good deal has to happen
before men and women can treat each other fairly.”
Hildegarde nodded. “I’m beginning to see that. Louis hasn’t begun—not
yet. But about other things he’s always been the one who’s helped and
taught me. Done it for lots of other people, too, of course,” she
hastened to add. “I’d never once thought of him as a person I could
help.”
“And now—”
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