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“Land. All the rest’s a blur. And in the blur two shadows—Ky and I, on
the homeward journey—the journey that I knew even then wouldn’t end
at home. Ky and I. All our companions dead. The last dog, even our
infinitesimal rations of pemmican, gone. Everything gone, but Ky and my
title-deeds.”
“I don’t see how you bore it—how you kept alive.”
“_I_ don’t know. Later we fed on the small crustaceans in the
ice-channels, then the narwhal. But in the strain I think my wits went.
Mercifully I can’t recover much in that blur of agony till the moment
that stands out clear as conflagration in the dark—that moment when I set
our course by the shadow my staff cast, and saw—” He dropped his hollow
jaw, staring at some horror unspeakable.
“What was it you—”
“I saw that while we were stumbling blindly toward the blessed
South—faster still the ice that we were on was drifting north.”
“Carrying you back to—”
“_Back to the Pole._”
Her fingers lost their hold upon the knife.
He didn’t even notice that she was no longer keeping her part of the
compact. “Talk of Sisyphus! Talk of torture! Ky and I, like half-frozen
flies crawling over the roof of the world, while the greater forces
carried us calmly back to the North! It remains burnt into my memory as
the final type of hopeless human striving. Each day I would read the
message of the shadow on the ice, till I began to say to myself: the
penalty for having reached the Pole is that you must stay there. No use
to struggle. You are surrounded, captured, brought back. The spirit of
the violated place won’t allow a man to carry his victory home. It was
then I understood.” Palm across palm he laid his fumbling hands, but his
faint-moving lips brought no sound forth.
“You prayed?”
“Prayed? Something of the sort. I made a vow. By the unknown god I swore
if I were allowed to get back alive no soul should ever know—except just
one among all the living. Strange it should be you!”
“Of course you were thinking of little—of—”
“Yes. I’d tell nobody, I swore, but a girl. I meant a girl with a little
doll face—a girl who wouldn’t understand. Our national phrase for any
sort of success kept running in my head. I still felt I’d like her to
know I hadn’t failed ‘to get there.’ Foolishness, of course. What I
really wanted was that she should have a share in that vision no man’s
eyes but mine had seen. I meant to show her these.”
It was terrible to see his hands trying to undo the treasure. But while
again she hacked at the unyielding wood, Hildegarde followed fascinated
each grotesque move the sick man made. At last the tight-drawn knots had
yielded. Between the four corners of the ancient oilskin, creased and
twisted and stained, the harvest of John Galbraith’s life lay open in
the hollow between his knees. Hildegarde stood up with knife caught in a
cleft of the skee, staring. He turned over the little hoard of discolored
papers that lay on a flat chart-box, a theodolite, a pocket sextant, and
a record cylinder.
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