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“No. The bamboo stood up there so light and slender—” Again the look that
only one remembrance could bring into his eyes.
“It must have seemed like Bella upholding our country’s flag.”
His whole face warmed into smiling. The death shadows fled for that
moment of his saying, “Had I told you her name? Yes, I brought the record
cylinder away, and left there only something that would perish.”
“You make a fetish of that oath you swore!”
“It isn’t because of the oath. Why should I take an empty fame out of the
world with me? Should I rest the better?”
“You think only of yourself. But there’s the gain to science. What right
have you to deprive the world of that?”
He smiled. “You speak like a green girl, or like a newspaper. Forgive me!
But you don’t realize. The gain to science is the by-product. The true
gain is to the human soul. You don’t believe me? Read the most inspiring
books ever written about the arctic.”
“Perhaps I have. Who wrote them?”
“Franklin, Greely, and De Long—the three who failed. Here’s to them!” He
lifted up the cup, emptied it, and dropped it with a ringing of rusty
tin, an eye cleared and preternaturally bright. “In the past it was all
different, you know. Enough and to spare in the physical world to be
conquered. But the things to be conquered in the future, do you know what
they are?”
Voiceless she shook her head.
“Moral weakness and physical self-indulgence. In America we are all so
comfortable we are all like to be damned!”
She could have wept aloud to hear the half-whimsical, half-delirious tone
of the wreck upon the camp-bed deprecating comfort.
“If Borisoff had lived—I don’t know. But Borisoff is sleeping in the lee
of that great shaft of Siberian pine, and I—if I know anything in the
hereafter, I shall be glad that I left the hope behind me for other men.”
“Left it for some new Norse Viking maybe, or some sea-faring Briton. And
America will never know—”
“’Sh. I’m not sure whether I’m more sorry that America shouldn’t know she
was first at the goal, or whether I’m not more proud that it should be
an American who wins the race and refrains from making the world resound
with it. That it should be an American, after all, to do just that. One,
too,”—he smiled with a curious sweetness,—“one as guilty of boasting
as his brothers are. So you see I keep some spark of vanity to light
me—out. Here!” He gathered the hoard in his arms an instant, and held it
half-hidden under his beard.
But it seemed as hard for him to loose his arms from about his treasure
as for a mother to part from her child.
Hildegarde made a tender, half-unconscious motion of protecting both
the broken man and the toys his dying hands still clung to. But he, not
comprehending, said faintly: “I’ve carried this little bundle of papers
across the crown of the world to—to give it to a strange woman at last!”
“No, no.” She fell on her knees by the bed. “I am not strange! I am
Hildegarde.”
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