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“Too certain of me—yes, you are. I’ve been uncommon helpless in the
matter. I’ve got nothing of the actor in me. I can’t be near you, and
inspire you with the smallest doubt as to how things are with me. The one
thing I can do is _not_ to be near. And that’s what I’m going to do.”
She wrinkled up her white forehead with a harassed attempt to keep her
wits about her, and not be betrayed into rash professions. “You can go
away from Valdivia for a while, if that idea is so attractive, without
going to the horrible Klondike.”
“Yes, I could go to Pasadena or some seaside resort, so that I could come
running back, as I did last year from Monterey, on the first hint that
you might be missing me a little. No, all that’s been tried. It doesn’t
work. I must go to some place where I _can’t_ take the first train back;
where I won’t live through the day expecting a letter from you. It isn’t
easy in these times for anybody to be really ‘out of reach.’ When we all
know that we’ve only to go to the nearest telegraph office for news, we
can’t know what it would be like utterly to lose some one—unless death
teaches us. The nearest approach to the sort of thing I mean—this side of
Kingdom Come—is the Klondike.”
“Oh, Klondike, Klondike! I’m sick of the very sound of those two
syllables. There’s something uncanny about them. People have gone mad
since they heard the ugly word, but not you!”—to give her words more than
common emphasis, to insure winning the day, she laid her hand on his arm,
and said again, with soft deliberation—“Not you, Louis.”
“You’d like me to stay here and suffer. Yes, I know that.” Her hand
dropped from his sleeve. “But I shan’t stay here,” he went on unmoved,
“and pretty soon I shan’t suffer—so much.”
From that old, recurrent touch of hardness in his voice and air, she
once again recoiled. “Well, I’ve said all I mean to say. You must please
yourself.”
“Pleasure is of course what one expects in the Klondike.”
They walked in absolute silence back to the porch. Hildegarde went in
at once, saying “good-night” over her shoulder, and quite sure that as
usual he would follow her. But he stayed behind for fully twenty minutes,
talking with Mr. Mar, who was smoking out there in the dusk. Hildegarde
turned up the electric light in the parlor, and moved about the room,
picking up and putting down one book after another. How many of them he
had given her—that provoking person who stayed so long talking to her
father! By and by she heard her own name called. Was that her father? How
curious his voice sounded!
“Yes,” she answered, but made no great haste. When at last she reached
her father’s side, she couldn’t see where Cheviot was. She looked round
in the dim light, and a little sharply, “Has he gone?” she said. As the
words fell on the quiet air, she heard the gate shut. The sound jarred.
It gave her a sensation as of a being abandoned. The house was very quiet
to-night.
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