Alaska -- Fiction; California -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Fiction
In a vigorous undertone, the voice with new life in it told why Nathaniel
Mar didn’t blame any young man—there was more treasure in the North
than even the Klondiker dreamed. Mar had known it all along—and then
the story. In spite of the girl’s listlessness when he began, he could
feel directly that the thing was taking hold of her. She was intensely
still; that was because she was being “held,” and small wonder! It was a
better story than he had realized. It took hold of him even, who knew it
so well. Before he got to the end, his voice was shaking, and he leaned
forward thirsting to see an answering excitement in the young face at his
knee. But the darkness shrouded it, and he went on. He wished she would
speak or move. Always so still, that girl! Now he was telling her of his
home-coming from that barren coast in the North—explaining, excusing
what, by this new lurid light of the Klondike, seemed inexcusable—his
never going back. He tried to reconstruct for her the obstacles—huge,
insurmountable; the long illness, and the new wife; the post at the bank;
the children, poverty, skepticism and the obscuring dust of the years.
And lo! as he disturbed these ashes, he saw afresh the agonies they
hid—remembered with a growing chill, what had befallen before whenever he
told this story; saw the tolerant smile of the smug young bankers; saw
the dull embarrassment in Elihu Cox’s eye; heard Mrs. Mar leading the
family chorus, “You’ve got to _show_ me!”
Even Hildegarde might ask—he hastened to forestall the dreaded word.
“There was nothing to _show_,” he said, “absolutely nothing to prove it
wasn’t a dream.” And she made no sign that for her either it was more
than fantasy.
He wondered miserably why he had told her. “Of course it was all long
before anybody had heard of the Klondike,” he said, and he drew a heavy
breath. “The theory was, that geologically speaking, gold couldn’t exist
up there, and even people who weren’t geologists agreed it couldn’t be
got out if it _was_ there”—all the confidential earnestness had vanished
out of the voice, and he paused like one very weary. “Nobody believed—”
He tried to go on, and to speak as usual, but memory, master of the show,
brought up Trenn—Trenn with the look he had worn the day his father had
told him the great secret. Mar drew back into the deeper shadow. But the
critical boy face found his father out, and stung him in the dark.
He was an old fool. What had possessed him to rake it all up again. Oh,
yes, he said bitterly in his heart, there was one member of his family
who hadn’t yet smiled and said, “_Show me._ I’m from Missouri.” It was
Hildegarde’s turn.
“Well, my girl,” he ended miserably, “that’s the story that nobody
believed.”
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