American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
culmination, with a pinch of diamond-dust, according to the mode of
the period), and moved to and from the wardrobe, where my mother’s
bewildering confections of silks and laces were enshrined, and her satin
slippers glimmered in a row on their shelf. And after the toilet was
completed, and my mother, in dazzling loveliness, had kissed me good-bye
and vanished, I would linger a little, to gaze about the temple in which
such miracles could happen; taking up and studying one by one the combs,
brushes, powder-puffs, or what not, as you would study the
instruments employed by a conjurer; and removing the stoppers from the
scent-bottles, to inhale their delicious fragrance....
“Don’t you think,” asked my companion, “that it’s time you
paid the waiter and we were off?”
I looked up, and suddenly there was Rouen—Rouen, the café on the
quays, Madame’s empty glass of milk, and Madame herself questioning me
from anxious eyes.
“Yes,” I said, “I think it’s time we were off; and what’s
more, I’ll tell you this: every room in the universe has not only
its peculiar physiognomy and its peculiar significance, but it wakes a
particular sentiment also, and has a special smell.”
“Oh, I see,” said Madame; “that’s why you’ve been silent all
this while.”
So I paid the waiter, and we took the puffing little steamboat, down
the river, between its green banks and its flowery islets, back to La
Bouille.
ROSEMARY FOR REMEMBRANCE I
I wonder why I dreamed last night of Zabetta. It is years since she made
her brief little transit through my life, and passed out of it utterly.
It is years since the very recollection of her—which for years, like
an accusing spirit, had haunted me too often—like a spirit was laid.
It is long enough, in all conscience, since I have even thought of her,
casually, for an instant. And then, last night, after a perfectly usual
London day and evening, I went to bed and dreamed of her vividly. What
had happened to bring her to my mind? Or is it simply that the god of
dreams is a capricious god?
The influence of my dream, at any rate,—the bittersweet savour of
it,—has pursued me through my waking hours. All day long to-day
Zabetta has been my phantom guest. She has walked with me in the
streets; she has waited at my elbow while I wrote or talked or read.
Now, at tea-time, she is present with me by my study fireside, in the
twilight. Her voice sounds faintly, plaintively, in my ears; her eyes
gaze at me sadly from a pale reproachful face.... She bids me to the
theatre of memory, where my youth is rehearsed before me in mimic show.
There was one—no, there were two little scenes in which Zabetta played
the part of leading lady. II
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