And Mr. Spokesly, who had come home from distant places to join the
forces, who had become engaged in an exemplary way to a girl who was now
wondering, away in beleaguered England, why Reggie didn't write, tilted
his chair a little and allowed his mind to go forward. When he asked
himself what would be the upshot of this adventure, he was compelled to
admit that he didn't know. What startled and invigorated him was that he
didn't care. He saw himself, as they say, on deck in fine weather, a
full moon pouring her glorious radiance down upon them, and Evanthia
beside him in a deck chair under the awning. He saw himself in some
distant harbour, after much toil and anxiety, sitting at cafés with
bands playing and Evanthia in that corn-coloured dress with an enormous
black hat. And then his thoughts went so far forward that they lost
coherence and he grew dizzy again. His chair was tilted back against the
opened jalousie and he stared with unseeing eyes across the glittering
water. It was the dream he had had before, on the _Tanganyika_, only a
little clearer, a little nearer. They were dead, while he was alive.
There you had it. Perhaps in a little while he, too, would be dead--a
bomb, a shell, a bullet--and the dreams would be for others while he
joined that great army of silent shades. Why had he never seen the
simplicity of it before? This was the mood for adventure. You forgot the
others and went right on, getting the things that are yours for the
taking, never counting the cost, finding your dreams come true....
Then you went back to beleaguered England, and Ada would be there,
waiting.
And then, as he sat there, he came slowly back to the present and saw
that the _Kalkis_ was moving. He saw steam jetting from the forecastle
and that told him they were heaving up the anchor. An obsolete old ship,
he reflected, with the exhaust from the windlass blinding everybody and
making it difficult to see the bridge. The _Kalkis_ began to move.
Now she had way on and was turning towards him. Coming in to a new
berth, Mr. Spokesly noted. He rose, and Mr. Dainopoulos appeared at the
door leading to the balcony.
"You all right, eh?" he inquired, and seeing the empty cups made a
peculiar grimace. He pointed to the _Kalkis_.
"You got a new berth?" said Mr. Spokesly.
"Yeh. Over here," said Mr. Dainopoulos. "It's the best we can get just
now. No room inside. Now," he went on, "You got to go on board, see, and
have a look round. There's two hundred ton to be loaded quick, but I
think her winches, they ain't very good. You let me know. The captain,
he talk plenty about _new_ winches. Where do I get new winches, eh? I
ask you, where do I get 'em, out here?"
This time, when called, Mr. Spokesly was ready.
"We'll get her loaded," he said. "If it's all light general we can do
it, winches or no winches. Is the other mate finished?"
"Just about. He don't get any more pay, anyhow."
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