For without having in any degree an original imagination she had a very
lively one. The people in books were quite as real to her as the people
around her. Just as she followed the characters in a book while reading,
so she only knew actual human beings while they were in the room with
her. As she read her books, so she read people, with intense interest as
how it would end and always longing for sequels. There was no doubt in
her mind, of course, that you could not have a story without love, and
this reacted naturally enough upon her judgments of people. She herself,
she firmly believed, could not exist without love. Nobody could. It was
a world of delicate and impalpable happiness where people always
understood each other without speech, responding to a touch of a hand, a
note of music, the sunlight on the snow-capped mountains, or the song of
a bird. Released from the indurating business of daily chores and the
calculations of house-keeping, and placidly secure in a miser's
infatuation, she lived an almost effortless emotional existence. She had
gone through many stages, of course, like most exiles, from petulance to
indifference; but by this time, as she looked up from her book and
watched the _Kalkis_ swinging in the current and disappearing from time
to time in billows of white steam from her winches, Mrs. Dainopoulos was
almost fiercely sentimental. Beneath a manner compounded of suburban
vulgarity and English reserve, she concealed an ardent and romantic
temperament. People, in her imagination, behaved exactly as did the
characters in the books she had been reading. She was the author, as it
were, of innumerable unwritten romances, enthusiastic imitations of
those Mr. Dainopoulos obediently ordered in boxes from London. She
adored those books which, the publisher's advertisement said, made you
forget; and she never took any notice at all of the advertisement, often
on the opposing page, of the London School of Mnemonics which sought to
sell books that made you remember. Yet forget-me-nots were her favourite
flowers. To her, as to Goethe, art is called art because it is not
nature. The phantasmagoria of Balkan life, the tides of that
extraordinary and sinister sea which beat almost up against her windows,
left her untroubled. For her there was no romance without love, and of
course marriage. For Evanthia she cherished a clear, boyish admiration
blended with a rather terrified interest in her volcanic emotional
outbreaks. The difference between the two women can be compared to the
written story and the ferocious transformation of that story known as a
film-version. Mrs. Dainopoulos quite comprehended that Evanthia could do
things impossible for an English girl. Even in her seclusion Mrs.
Dainopoulos had learned that the Cité Saul was not Haverstock Hill. But
she saw no reason why Evanthia should not "find happiness," as she
phrased it, fading out with a baby in her arms, so to speak. She did not
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