"Well," said Mr. Spokesly slowly. "He may have seen himself.... I mean
he may have realized he had lost his life already, as you might say."
"How, how?" demanded the young man, very much interested. "What do you
mean by already?"
"You might call it that," muttered Mr. Spokesly, "with his ideas about
women. Couldn't bear to talk about them. And he didn't like men much
better. So I say he'd lost his life already. Nothing to live for, if a
man hates women. And he did. That's one thing I am sure about."
"You are a psychologist," said the young man, very much amused. "You
believe in the inspiration of love."
"Naturally," said Mr. Spokesly. "A man believes in what he understands."
The young man nodded and turned away with the slight smile of one who
realizes he is dealing with a person of limited intelligence.
"You mean we believe in what we have cognition of," he amended in a
harsh tone. "No doubt you are right. But your captain may have had
beliefs and fidelities beyond your cognition. Perhaps he saw, suddenly,
as in a flash, you understand, the ultimate futility of existence. He
might. Englishmen don't as a rule. But if he had lived in the East a
long while, he might."
"But surely you don't advance that as a tenable hypothesis," exclaimed
Mr. Marsh. This man, who had contrived to retain the illusions and
metaphysics of the comfortably fixed classes of England amid the
magnificent scenery and human squalor of Ottoman life, was frankly
appalled by the young man's ferocious gaiety while he advanced what he
called his theory of philosophic nihilism. That was the disconcerting
feature of the affair. This Herr Leutnant Lietherthal actually spoke
with pleasure of a time when humanity should have ceased to exist! Mr.
Marsh would almost have preferred a technical enemy to desire the
extinction of Englishmen. It was more logical, and he said as much as
they adjourned to a smaller room to supper.
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