He would get the money in Alexandria,
get out of the ship somehow, return to Saloniki ... and when the war was
over he would of course return to England and find Ada waiting for him.
It was an admirable scheme and more frequently carried out than Mr.
Spokesly was aware. Yet he was secretly ashamed. He had also a vague,
illogical notion that, after all, he was not contemplating any real
infidelity to Ada since he fully intended to return to her. He was very
confused in his mind. He was not accustomed to such crises. He took up
the little green pamphlets of the London School of Mnemonics. An
aphorism caught his eye. _Be sure your chin will find you out._ The idea
was expanded in an essay on forcefulness of character. The theory
propounded was that we have all of us a minute germ of character force
which by exercise and correct training can be developed into a
formidable engine for the acquisition of power, position, and wealth.
Another aphorism ran: _Train the muscles of your mind._ Just as the use
of dumb-bells brought out rippling rolls of muscle under a satin skin,
so the use of the Mnemonic method of Intensive Excogitation rounded out
the sinews of the mind and gave a glistening polish to the conversation.
Above all, it augmented one's cerebral vitality. One became a forceful
personality and exerted a magnetic influence over women....
Mr. Spokesly's feet hurt him slightly. He went along to the pantry and
ordered a bucket of hot water, and proceeded to go the rounds of the
ship to see that all ports and doors were screened. His feet hurt him.
And it seemed to him that his mind hurt him in very much the same way.
He was in a mood which people like the London School of Mnemonics dread
and deprecate more than anything else, a mood which renders suddenly
valueless millions of dollars' worth of advertising, which empties
theatres and leaves the purveyors of commodities with warehouses crammed
with moribund stock. He was suspicious. He had suddenly perceived in a
dim way the complete and humorous fallacy of trying to become somebody
else through the mails. It did not present itself to him in this form.
He was not clever enough to get anything so clear as that. The London
School of Mnemonics prospered exclusively upon people who lacked the
power of coherent thought. But he had become suspicious. He had lost
faith, not in himself, but in the resources of ultra-modern advertising.
He was beginning to wonder what Mr. Dainopoulos would say to the theory
of Intensive Excogitation. Mr. Spokesly did not realize it, of course,
but the mere fact that he was losing faith in the London School of
Mnemonics was evidence of his progress in life. So much Evanthia Solaris
had already done for him. She had induced in him a certain contempt and
cantankerous suspicion of life. He saw himself with appalling clearness
as the mate of a transport, quarrelling with dirty, insolent engineers
who could not be induced to blind the scuttles of their cabins properly.
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