A man of abundant self-confidence, he was not easily embarrassed, and
we find him at home as well in the refined and cultivated colonial
society of North Carolina as upon the decks of a ship manned by the
rudest and roughest of men. He bears himself with easy dignity at
the courts of Russia and France, and is not discomfited in the
presence of king, queen, or empress. His manners were easy and polite.
There was a touch of the directness of the sailor and the fighter in
his address, I doubt not, but his behavior was certainly that of a
gentleman--quiet, dignified, somewhat haughty, but pleasing. This is
established by the testimony of those who knew him, including the
Englishwoman mentioned above; by traditions which have come down to
us; by the fact that he was admitted into the most exclusive circles
in various courts of Europe, and that he retained the place which had
been accorded him through years of acquaintanceship. He has been
called low, brutal, common, and vulgar, but such accusations are
incompatible with the position he occupied. He might have been
received, of course, but he never would have been not merely
tolerated, but admired and sought after, if the charges were correct.
In saying this, I do not wish to be understood as being oblivious of
his faults. As occasion has demanded, I have not hesitated to call
attention to them. He was irritable and impatient, captious and
quarrelsome, at times variable and inconsistent. We find him
addressing a superior at one time in terms that are almost too
respectful, and in his next communication writing with a blunt
frankness of a superior to an inferior. This frequently caused him
trouble, inasmuch as he usually had to deal with men who were his
superiors in birth and station, though not to be compared with him in
talents and education. The limitations of his humble origin account
for this variant attitude to the world's so-called great.
His great fault was his vanity. It was a weakness, like some of his
other qualities, colossal. It manifested itself in every way that
vanity can manifest itself. No defense can be uttered. We recognize
the fact and note it with pain, but in the presence of his great
qualities pass it by, after calling attention to the strange fact that
other and more famous sailors, including the greatest man who ever
fought a ship or squadron, Lord Nelson, were under the spell of the
same weakness--and other greater weaknesses. No character in history
is without weakness. There was but One who manifested no weakness, not
even on a cross.
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