Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
It is very much easier to love a person who is absent than to live
amicably at close quarters with his daily faults and foibles. As the
months passed, Walter Longman--or rather the ghost which Yetta conjured
up to that name--took on new graces, was endowed with ever more
brilliant characteristics. Yetta hardly knew the real man. In their
half-dozen meetings she had seen certain charming traits. He came to
typify the kind of life she would like to lead. A life of cleanliness
and comfort, but free from the shame of luxury. A life of books, but so
close and sympathetic to the struggling mass of humanity as to escape
the reproach of pedantry.
Her dreams of him--thanks to his absence--could not be contradicted. If
an act in the life about her seemed good, she did not doubt that Walter
could and would have done it better. Of the unpleasant pettinesses which
she saw among her associates, she was sure that he was free. The authors
she read seemed to her very wise, but their attainments could not be
compared to Walter's mystic wisdom. It is very easy to laugh at such
folly--and so much easier to cry.
The idolatrous incense which she burned at the altar of the Absent One
was a great incentive to her study. Knowledge was not only the road to
power, but also to his approbation. But his greatest contribution was
the memory of his scorn for intellectual ruts, for cut-and-dried
formulæ. "You can't crowd life into a definition," he had said. "Beware
of simple explanations. Living is a complex business."
Such phrases--sticking in her memory like illuminated mottoes--held her
back from joining the Socialist party. Sooner or later it was inevitable
that she should do so. She was a logical Socialist, with the logic of
events. It would have been difficult to erect any other structure on the
foundations life had laid for her. She was a machine worker who had
revolted before the grinding monotony had killed her faith and vision.
She could still hope. She had the insight to see beyond the personal
pettiness of squabbling dogmatists to the great principles of Justice
and Brotherhood, which their heated advocacy sometimes obscures. Her
life would have been poorer in any other setting.
But it was a real gain to her that she did not join the party hurriedly.
She might have resisted the urgings of Braun longer--even after she had
read largely pro and con, even after she had familiarized herself with
the traditional theoretical "objections to Socialism," and, weighing
them against the facts of life, which she saw about her, the bent and
aged women of thirty, the young men smitten with tuberculosis, the
thousands of babies that never grow up, had found them light indeed--she
might still have held back longer from the personal and entirely
illogical reason that Walter had never joined if it had not been for a
dramatic meeting with her old boss--Jake Goldfogle.
His shop had failed in her first strike. She had lost all track of him.
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