Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
Romance had accepted the challenge and had worsted him. His first
interest in the Yetta of the vest-makers' strike had turned into respect
and admiration--and finally into something much more serious and
dynamic. It was not until he caught himself neglecting some important
work to attend a meeting where nothing called him except the chance for
a few words with her that he discovered what was the matter with him.
Again and again he rallied all his intellectual forces for the combat,
but always after a short struggle he found himself flat on his back,
with Romance performing the dance of victory on his chest.
At first he tried to comfort himself with the thought that after all
Yetta was just such a mate as his intellect would have chosen. She also
was a Socialist. But he was too honest with himself to admit this
sophistry. It was not because of her theories that the flame burned
within him. He would have been just as helpless, just as irrationally
enslaved, if she had been a chorus girl. She was not reason's choice,
for the intellect is colorless and Yetta was resplendent.
To admit the dominance of this irrational emotion was to abandon all his
gods, to turn his back on his only religion. It is hard for most of us
to realize the deep tragedy of Isadore's position. Few of us believe
ardently in anything. We have a comfortable ability to keep our faith in
things we know are false, a lazy credulity for exploded theories. We go
on burning our incense at shrines the gods have deserted. We pretend to
a love of liberty we do not feel. We are inclined to laugh at the
spectacle of a man naïve enough really to care, to rend himself in a
passionate quest for Truth--and may God have mercy on such of us.
It was a month or more before Isadore surrendered to unreason. It was a
defeat which told on him in shrunken cheeks. There were some who thought
he was sick. But he knew better. Absolute reason, the god on whom he had
staked his faith, was crumbling. Longman's talk about the lack of logic
in life had seemed to him drivel. But now reason--the all-powerful
deity--had gone down before the non-intellectual gleam in a young
woman's eye, had turned tail and fled before the curve and color of a
cheek.
He tried to propose by letter. Night after night in his dismal, unkempt
furnished room, he laid out his writing-paper. Sometimes he scribbled
furiously, pouring it all out on paper predestined to be crumpled up and
thrown away. More often he chewed the end of his pen in a sort of
mechanical tongue-tiedness.
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