Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
It was only a matter of seconds that they were both silent. But it
seemed an interminable time.
Walter looked down into the glowing fireplace--struggling with the thing
which burned within him more hotly than the coals. After all--why not?
It is horrible to be lonely.
"You foolish boy," she said, with an uneasy laugh, "I didn't mean to be
taken so literally."
"I guess it's the only way for us--if we want to cheer up."
He snapped his half-burnt cigarette into the grate and turned towards
her. Her face suddenly went white, and she swayed unsteadily. One hand
waved aimlessly in the air, seeking support. He took it in his.
The next few days the papers were full of the Expedition. The Marquis
d'Hauteville came back from Semmering, and a large part of his statement
was a tribute to Walter's ability and courage. The other members of the
Expedition, with the delightful courtesy of the French, emphasized his
part in the Siege and exaggerated the perils he had run while bringing
them relief. Paris dearly loves such sensations. Nothing pleases the gay
city more than to idolize a foreigner. He did the best he could to
escape the lionizing.
There was much work still to do in the preparing of the report. He moved
from the hotel to a quiet cottage in Passy and settled down to work--and
play. Beatrice scrupulously respected his "duty hours," but once he was
free from his desk, he plunged with her into a swirl of gayety, such as
he had never before permitted himself. The follies of the
"_Transatlantique_" set--the rich Americans of the Étoile
district--interested him from their sheer novelty. Beatrice's incisive
comments on the bogus aristocracy--the Roumanian Grand Dukes and Princes
of the Papal States--who fattened off the gullibility of his countrymen
amused him immensely.
Their intimacy was strange indeed. Before his infatuation with Mabel,
Walter had not been exactly a Puritan, but he had never experienced
anything like this. No word of love ever passed between him and
Beatrice. The hallowed phrases of affection were under the ban. They
were feverishly engaged in trying to forget, in helping each other
forget how hollow such words had proved. A feeling of delicacy
restrained him from using the word "home," it had been such a mockery to
her. And to have spoken to him of fidelity would have seemed to her rank
cruelty.
Only once did they talk together of the past. What he had to tell was
told quickly. Her story was longer, and part of it she did not tell.
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