Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
"Yes. I will be lonely too. But it looks to me like my only salvation."
She stopped to press out the spark of her cigarette on the sole of her
slipper. "I'm not a success as a light-minded woman, Walter. I'm no good
at dancing a clog. I rather think you saved my life. I've been leaning
on you more than you have known, I guess. I've caught my breath--thanks
to you."
He put out his hand in protest:--
"There's lots of thanking to be done, but it's the other way round."
But she did not seem to hear him. Her brow was puckered up trying to
find words for the thing she wanted to say.
"I've got to stand on my own feet--alone. I didn't want to take any
money from Bert. A good friend lent me some. Enough for a year or two,
but I can't always be dependent."
"Why not lean on me a little more effectively," he broke in impetuously.
"Why not go on just as we are--at least till you find your footing."
"No," she shook her head decisively. "That wouldn't do at all. Look
here, Walter, we're grown up--we can talk it out straight. What future
is there for us if we go on? Only two alternatives. We'll get to hate
each other--or--we'll get to--we'll become a habit. Woof! Habits are
hard to break. No. If I'm really going to live, I've got to avoid habits
as I would leprosy. There'll never be any decent life for me till I've
convinced myself that I can go it alone. I've got a whole lot of things
to fight out. My plan is best. Three weeks more of vacation, three weeks
more of ribbons--and then armor."
"As you think best," he said.
The last day, he bought her ticket for her, engaged her berth in the
morning, and then they went out again to St. Cloud to spend the day.
After lunch they spread out a rug under the great trees.
"Boy," she began. She was not as old as he, but being a woman she liked
to pretend she was. "I've come to a momentous conclusion about you. You
ought to be married."
He sat up with a jerk.
"Don't be frightened," she said. "I'm not a candidate. I've had too much
of it already. But seriously--you're different. I don't mean to be
insulting, but you were made to be a family man. Our little holiday has
been pleasant without end, but it's not what you were meant for. After
all you're not too old to reform. You've been on the rocks. But there's
a good deal left of the wreckage. I got into trouble because I didn't
have the nerve to hold tight enough to my dream. Watch out that you
don't make the opposite mistake. Let me diagnose your case."
She moved around in front of him, and from time to time shook her
slender finger at him solemnly.
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