Comrades: A Story of Social Adventure in CaliforniaDixon, Thomas, Jr.
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Comrades: A Story of Social Adventure in California
Dixon, Thomas, Jr.
California -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction
"Yes, just that. You are a woman. Women know things by intuition
rather than by reason. I'm growing more and more to believe that we
only know what we feel. I trust you as I would not trust my own
judgment just now. I'm going to ask you, in the purity and beauty of
your woman's soul, to read the future for me. I'm going to allow you
to decide this question. Feel with me its difficulties and its
prospects, trust utterly to your own intuitions, and you will decide
right."
Barbara began to tremble and her voice was very low as she bent toward
him.
"Why do you trust me with the greatest question of your life with such
perfect faith?"
He took her hand, bowed, and kissed it.
"Because, Barbara, I love you," he whispered with passionate
tenderness.
The girl looked away and smiled while her heart beat in an ecstasy of
triumph.
"And this is one of the things that has puzzled me most," he went on,
rapidly. "Every hope and dream my soul has cherished of you has been
at war with this scheme of herding men and women together. I want you
all my very own. I want to seize you now in my arms and carry you a
thousand miles away from every vulgar crowd on earth. A hundred times
I've been on the point of telling you that I love you, but I drew back
and sealed my lips. It was treason to the Cause. For how can this
cause of the herd be one with the heart-cry of the man for the one
woman on earth his mate? I've tried to reconcile them, but I can't.
Come, dearest, you are my nobler, better self, the part of me I've
been searching for and have found. You must answer this cry for light
and guidance. Your voice shall be to me the voice of God. Shall I go
back to the faith of my fathers in the old world, and will you come
with me--my wife, my mate, my life? Or shall we remain here, and hand
in hand fight this battle to a finish? The one thing that is
unthinkable is that I shall lose you. I lay my life at your feet. Do
with it as you will."
Barbara tried to speak and a sob choked her into silence. She lifted
her head at last and spoke timidly.
"I thought it would be easy. But I find it very, very difficult--this
settling the destiny of a man. Of one thing I'm sure. You must not
give up this work."
"I'll sign the deeds of transfer to-morrow," he interrupted.
The girl's eyes opened in wonder and a feeling of awe stole into her
heart.
"You trust me so far?" she asked, brokenly.
"Yes."
"Then I must speak softly, must I not? I must weigh every word. You
frighten me----"
"I'm not afraid. You are the woman I love."
"How long have you loved me?" she asked, studying him curiously.
"Always, I think. Consciously since the day I tore that flag down on
our lawn."
"And yet you drew away from me at times."
"Yes. I felt the irrepressible conflict between this ideal and my
desires. Your voice called me to the work. I determined to put the
work to the test first----"
"And I was the inspiration behind your faith and daring leadership?"
"Always."
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