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She glanced at him and tried to smile, but she made no great success
of it.
"Well?"
"Now, what is the matter, Sally? Won't you tell me?"
"There's nothing the matter, Jane. I'm simply not in very good
spirits."
"Sally," said poor Jane softly, "please cheer up and be light-hearted.
This isn't like you at all."
"I can't help it," Sally answered, sighing. "I've tried. It doesn't
happen to me often. I'm not good company, am I?"
"You're always good company for me," Jane said simply. Sally did not
seem to hear. "Try a pleasant expression," he continued, after a
pause, "and see what that does to your spirits."
"Thank you," said she coldly, "for nothing." Then she changed
suddenly. "I beg your pardon again, Eugene. I was getting
ill-tempered. Would you have me put on a pleasant expression when I
don't feel like it?"
He nodded, smiling. "To see the effect upon your spirits."
"As if I were having my photograph taken?" Sally went on, "A sort of
'keep smiling' expression? Think how absurd people would look if they
went about grinning."
"There is a certain difference between grinning and smiling," Jane
replied, "although I can't define it. And you would not look absurd,
Sally, whatever you did."
"Oh, yes, I would," Sally said, more cheerfully than she had spoken
yet, "and so would you. No doubt I am absurd very often; as absurd as
you are now."
Jane sighed heavily. "I've never seen it, Sally, although I should
like to see you absurd in the same way that I am now. I long to. You
couldn't be, I suppose."
There was no answer to this remark. Waiting for one and listening,
Jane heard only the sighing of the wind across the desolate marsh and
in the trees, and the soft noise of the water flowing past. Poor Jane
was very wretched, largely, no doubt, because of the dreary day and
because Sally was wretched. He did not stop to ask why. Then he did
something which was very unwise. Even he, in more sober moments,
acknowledged its unwisdom. But, after all, would it have made any
great difference if the circumstances had been different--Sally being
what she was? I think not. Jane thought not.
Jane leaned a little nearer. "Sally," he said softly, "can't you like
me a little? Can't you--"
Sally looked up in surprise. "Why, Jane," she replied simply--and
truthfully, "I do like you. You know it."
"But, Sally,"--Jane's heart was pounding so that he could not keep the
sound of it out of his voice, and his voice was unsteady enough
without that,--"but, Sally, can't you--can't you care for me? I--I
love you, Sally. I couldn't keep it to myself any longer. I--"
"Oh, _Jane_!" Sally was the picture of dismay; utter and absolute
dismay. She had withdrawn from him a little. And she had forgotten the
state of her spirits. She was startled out of her apathy. "I didn't
know you were going to say that. Why, oh, why did you? What made you?"
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