Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
I started to my feet. I found something offensive in the music. It came
linked with a song which I had heard Julia sing a hundred times; and
when I thought of those hours of confidence, and felt myself where I
was, alone--and how lone!--bitterer than ever were the wayward pangs
which were preying upon the tenderest fibres of my heart.
In the next moment I ceased to be alone. I was met and jostled by
another person as I bounded forward, much too rapidly, in an effort to
bury myself in the deeper shadow of some neighboring trees. The
stranger was nearly overthrown in the collision, which extorted a hasty
exclamation from his lips, not unmingled with a famous oath or two.
In the voice. I recognised that of my friend Kingsley--the well-known
pseudo-Kentucky gentleman, who had acted a part so important in
extricating my wife from her mother's custody. I made myself known to
him in apologizing for my rudeness.
“You here!” said he; “I did not expect to meet you. I have just been
to your house, where I found your wife, and where I intended to stop a
while and wait for you. But Bill Edgerton, in the meanwhile, popped
in, and after that I could hear nothing but pictures and paintings,
Madonnas, Ecce Homos, and the like; till I began to fancy that I smelt
nothing but paint and varnish. So I popped out, with a pretty blunt
excuse, leaving the two amateurs to talk in oil and water-colors, and
settle the principles of art as they please. Like you, I fancy a real
landscape, here, by the water, and under the green trees, in preference
to a thousand of their painted pictures.”
It may be supposed that my mood underwent precious little improvement
after this communication. Dark conceits, darker than ever, came across
my mind. I longed to get away, and return to that home from which I had
banished confidence!--ah, only too happy if there still lingered hope!
But my friend, blunt, good-humored, and thoughtless creature as he was,
took for granted that I had come to look at the landscape, to admire
water-views by moonlight, and drink fresh draughts of sea-breeze from
the southwest; and, thrusting his arm through mine, he dragged me on,
down, almost to the threshold of the cottage, whence still issued the
tinkle, tinkle, of the guitar which had first driven me away.
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