Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
We had reached the door of a low habitation in a secluded street.
The house was of wood--an ordinary hovel of two stories. A cluster
of similar fabrics surrounded it, most of which I afterward
discovered--though this fact could not be conjectured by an observer
from the street--were connected by blind alleys, inner courts, and
chambers and passages running along the ground floors. We stopped an
instant, Kingsley having his hand upon the little iron knocker, a single
black ring, that worked against an ordinary iron knob.
“Before I knock,” said he, in a whisper, “before I knock, Clifford, let
me say that if you have any reluctance--”
“None! none! knock!”
“You will meet with some dirty rascals, and you must not only meet them
with seeming civility, but as if you shared in their tastes--sought the
same objects only--the getting of money--the only object which alone is
clearly comprehensible by their understanding.”
“Go ahead! I will see you through.”
“A word more! Get yourself in play at a different table from me. You
will find rogues enough around, ready to relieve you of your Mexicans.
Leave me to my particular enemy; you will soon see whose shield I
touch--but keep an occasional eye upon us; and all that I ask farther at
your hands, should you see us by the ears, is to keep other fingers from
taking hold of mine.”
A heavy stroke of the knocker, followed by three light ones and a second
heavy stroke, produced us an answer from within. The door unclosed, and
by the light of a dim lamp, I discovered before me, as a sort of warden,
a little yellow, weather-beaten, skin-dried Frenchman, whom I had
frequently before seen at a fruit-shop in another part of the city. He
looked at me, however, without any sign of recognition--with a blank,
dull, indifferent countenance; motioned us forward in silence, and
reclosing the door, sunk into a chair immediately behind it. I followed
my companion through a passage which was unfathomably dark, up a flight
of stairs, which led us into a sort of refreshment room. Tables were
spread, with decanters, glasses, and tumblers upon them, that appeared
to be in continual use. In a recess, stood that evil convenience of
most American establishments, whether on land or sea, a liquor bar; its
shelves crowded with bottles, all of which seemed amply full, and ready
to complete the overthrow of the victim, which the other appliances of
such a dwelling must already have actively begun.
“Here you may take in the Dutch courage, Clifford, should you lack the
native. This, I know, is not the case with you, and yet the novelty of
one's situation frequently overcomes a sensitive mind like fear. Perhaps
a julep may be of use.”
“None for me. I need no farther stimulant than the mere sense of
movement. I take fire, like a wheel, by my own progress.”
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