Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“That fable,” I replied, “proves that he was no god, at least. Of the
earth, earthy, he found strength only in his sphere. The moment he
aspired above it the god crushed him. I doubt if Hercules could have
derived any benefit from the same source.”
“Ah! I am no Hercules, but you will also find that I am no Antaeus. I
fall, but I rise again, and I am not crushed. This is peculiarly the
source of HUMAN strength.”
“Better not to fall.”
“Ah! you are too late from Utopia. But--”
We were interrupted; a voice at my elbow--a soft, clear, insinuating
voice addressed my companion:--
“Ah, Monsieur Kingsley, I rejoice to see you.”
Kingsley gave me a single look, which said everything, as he turned to
meet the new-comer. The latter continued:--
“Though worsted in that last encounter, you do not despair, I see.”
“No! why should I?”
“True, why? Fortune baffles skill, but what of that? She is capricious.
Her despotism is feminine; and in her empire, more certainly than any
other, it may be said boldly, that, with change of day there is change
of doom. It is not always rain.”
“Perhaps not, but we may have such a long spell of it that everything is
drowned. 'It's a long lane,' says the proverb, 'that has no turn;' but a
man be done up long before he gets to the turning place.”
The other replied by some of the usual commonplaces by which, in
condescending language, the gamester provoked and stimulates his
unconscious victim. Kingsley, however, had reached a period of
experience which enabled him to estimate these phrases at their proper
worth.
“You would encourage me,” he said quietly, and in tones which, to the
unnoteful ear, would have seemed natural enough, but which, knowing him
as I did, were slightly sarcastic, and containing a deeper signification
than they gave out: “but you are the better player. I am now convinced
of that. Something there is in fortune, doubtless; my self-esteem makes
me willing to admit that; and yet I do not deceive myself. You have been
too much for me--you are!”
“The difference is trifling, very trifling, I suspect. A little more
practice will soon reconcile that.”
“Ha! ha! you forget the practice is to be paid for.”
“True, but it is the base spirit only that scruples at the cost of its
accomplishments.”
“Surely, surely!”
“You are fresh for the encounter to-night?”
“Pleasantly put! Is the query meant for the player or his purse?”
“Good, very good! Why, truly, there is no necessary affinity between
them.”
“And yet the one without the other would scarcely be able to commend
himself to so excellent an artist as Mr. Latour Cleveland. Clifford, let
me introduce you to my ENEMY; Mr. Cleveland, my FRIEND.”
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