Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic StorySimms, William Gilmore
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Confession; Or, The Blind Heart. A Domestic Story
Simms, William Gilmore
Domestic fiction
“Ah, well! I am ready; but if you think me too much for you--”
He paused. The taunt was deliberately intended. It was the customary
taunt of the gamester. On the minds of half the number of young men, it
would have had the desired effect--of goading vanity, and provoking the
self-esteem of the conceited boy into a sort of desperation, when the
powers of sense and caution become mostly suspended, and no unnecessary
suspicion or watchfulness then interferes to increase the difficulty of
plucking the pigeon. I read the smile on Kingsley's lip. It was brief,
momentary, pleasantly contemptuous. Then, suddenly, as if he had newly
recollected his policy, his countenance assumed a new expression--one
more natural to the youth who has been depressed by losses, vexed at
defeat, but flatters himself that the atonement is at hand. Perhaps,
something of the latent purpose of his mind increased the intense
bitterness in the manner and tones of my companion.
“Too much for me, Mr. Cleveland! No, no! You are willing, I see, to rob
good fortune of some of her dues. You crow too soon. I have a shrewd
presentiment that I shall be quite too much FOR YOU to-night.”
A pleasant and well-satisfied smile of Cleveland answered the speaker.
“I like that,” said he; “it proves two things, both of which please me.
Your trifling losses have not hurt your fortunes nor the adverse run of
luck made you despond of better success hereafter. It is something of
a guaranty in favor of one's performance that he is sure of himself. In
such case he is equally sure of his opponent.”
“Look to it, then, for I have just that sort of self-guaranty which
makes me sure of mine. I shall play deeply, that I may make the most
of my presentiments. Nay, to show you how confident I am, this night
restores me all that I have lost, or leaves me nothing more to lose.”
The eyes of the other brightened.
“That is said like a man. I thank you for your warning. Shall we begin?”
“Ready, ay, ready!” was the response of Kingsley, as he turned to one of
the tables. Quietly laying down upon it the short, heavy stick which
he carried, he threw off his gloves, and rubbed his hands earnestly
together, laughing the while without restraint, as if possessed suddenly
of some very pleasant and ludicrous fancy.
“They laugh who win,” remarked Cleveland, with something of coldness in
his manner.
“Ha! ha! ha!” was the only answer of Kingsley to this remark. The
other continued--and I now clearly perceived that his purpose was
provocation:--
“It is certainly a pleasure to win your money, Kingsley--you bear it
with so much philosophy. Nay, it seems to give you pleasure, and thus
lessens the pain I should otherwise feel in receiving the fruits of my
superiority.”
“Ha! ha! ha!” again repeated Kingsley. “Excuse me, Mr. Cleveland. I
am reminded of your remark, 'They laugh who win.' I am laughing, as
it were, anticipatively. I am so certain that I shall have my revenge
to-night.”
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